destructogrl

Well today I just got told that eveything I have tried to work for for the past 4 years has been worthless. That my time has been waisted and that all I have done is bring myself down to the level of poopiness I was working on helping someone else get out of. I am a little depressed now. I threw my entire life down for this person and everyone else thinks I've done no good for them only fucked myself over in the process. I don't really know what to think. I think I feel like getting stoned haha. Guess thats what they are talking about.