destro

i am done.
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now we are done.
fuck this shit.

i will never give up
i will never give in
on something that i beleive is so true.
till i take my last breath.
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i did something thismorning i swore i would never do again.
after making a stupid choice to try something i felt i had to do , i returned with my tail between my legs.
i sat down and talked with...
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i feel sick.

,

meh, fuck it, i just can't stay away.

song for the day.:


Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't...
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today is not a good day.
...and this background makes me wanna vomit .

sometimes i wanna give up
sometimes i wanna give in
but then....
i remember that's not the way i play.
i remember i fight to win.




yet i feel:
uninterested, aloof, apathetic, blas, callous, cold, cool, detached, diffident, disinterested, dispassionate, distant, equitable, haughty, heartless, heedless, highbrow, impartial, impervious, inattentive, listless, neutral, nonchalant, nonpartisan, objective, passionless, phlegmatic, regardless, scornful, silent, snooty, stoical, supercilious, superior, unaroused, unbiased,...
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