destro

sometimes i wanna give up
sometimes i wanna give in
but then....
i remember that's not the way i play.
i remember i fight to win.




yet i feel:
uninterested, aloof, apathetic, blas, callous, cold, cool, detached, diffident, disinterested, dispassionate, distant, equitable, haughty, heartless, heedless, highbrow, impartial, impervious, inattentive, listless, neutral, nonchalant, nonpartisan, objective, passionless, phlegmatic, regardless, scornful, silent, snooty, stoical, supercilious, superior, unaroused, unbiased, uncaring, uncommunicative, unconcerned, unemotional, unfeeling, unimpressed, uninvolved, unmoved, unprejudiced, unresponsive, unsocial

i want today to be gone.