destro

sometimes you wonder why you even try.
sometimes you wonder why you put up with all the bullshit.
sometimes you start to doubt your own motivation.
sometimes it all seems like a loosing battle.






then one little memory pops into your head, puts a smile on your face, and warms your insides just a bit, and you realize there is a reason you carry on.

i like those little moments that remind me that it's all worth it.

good day.
bigD

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edit to add:
i bought a whole bunch of stuff last week, an ipod, some stuff for the war wagon, some toys, some movies i wonder what i was thinking when i picked them out.....
....and i just got back from a little trip in town to return everything, save for the lighsabers i already played with.
i think i need to be responsable and get gas instead of a bunch of crap i don't need.
.....and i realize i'm broke as a '78 pontiac, and have a big truck repair bill i'm gonna have to pay come end of the week.

sometimes i wonder what the hell i'm thinking when i buy shit.