despairfactor

EDIT: Stil haven't washed my hair.... but here is a picture of me in the dark:



DespairFactor Makeover Part I:
- I dyed my hair, and got gel nails. I can't type, and now I have blonde and black streaks in my brown hair

DespairFactor Makeover Part II:
- Will be starting "The 6 Day Body Makeover" tommorrow... it gauruntees to lose a dress size in 6 days. I could lose up to 10 lbs in one week!! We'll see how she goes down

DespairFactor Makeover Part III:
- Have been going tanning... so far not making a change because I am the same color as a piece of paper... but maybe soon I will be darker.

And that is what is new with me. Pics of the hair will be

up as soon as I wash it... it's been 3 days, but I don't wanna wash it so that it doesn't get as damaged.

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Here's a poem I wrote for my "friend" Renee... I'm debating whether or not to mail it to her.

Backstabbing gossipers. False people, fake friends. You're one of them now, and nothing can bring you back. Alone in a sea of wolves, they'll eat you alive if you let them... you did.
Deserter, liar, you thought you were too good for us, that they were better than us. You'll see the angry trurth in your time of need, and we won't be there.