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despairfactor

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Wednesday Apr 20, 2005

Apr 20, 2005
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WEIRD!
So, like, I'm not single anymore.

No... not EPS boy... BETTER! My bed buddy and I have decided to give it a try. Yeah, weird hey? But ---Okay, this entry will pbly not make any sense because I have been studying for 6 hours straight ---but yeah... we've been hanging out a lot.. not just messing around. Anywayes, the boi.. M, he's AWESOME... and we get along very well, and I love hanging out with him.
And I was thinking to myself that I didn't really wanna hook up with him anymore if there wasn't a chance for the two of us... I mean, there has always been this "thing" between us, and I think now is DEFINATELY the time to act on it... now we'll just see where it takes us.
So last night, we were talking about it... and we decided that we would "give it a chance" (ooohhh it was hella romantic! shashashashasha) and yeah, so now we're dating.
It feels weird. Not bad weird, just different weird, cuz we've known each other for FOUR years, and its like we just kinda fell into the realtionship. I dunno if that's a bad thing or not. Well I don't think it is. Cuz it feels really comfortable right now, like putting on a pair of your favourite jeans. It's nice. Different, but nice.
And he's STILL the only guy that can actually make me nervous, and make my legs shake. The only guy who makes my heart pound in my chest (but I'm not talking about mushy stuff here) I think that counts for something?

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And EPS boy? Fuck that shit. I suggested that we hang out sometime... his answer?
"don't matter yo".
Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice.
So I gave up.

And M is SO much more than EPS boy would/could ever be. Plus he's teaching me to play poker, which I find oddly sexy. Does that make me weird? Poker can be sexy right?

Lyric
"In the backroom she was everybody's darling,
But she never lost her head
Even when she was given head
She said, hey baby, take a walk on the wild side" ~~ Lou Reed - Take a Walk on the Wild Side
VIEW 25 of 25 COMMENTS
clicheguevara:
Also, I do not have your number
Wait, I might. I think I have that leboldus phone book still
Apr 22, 2005
godiva666:
Aweeeee congrats girl... that makes me happy for you. Wow. That is really good.
I guess my whole replying way late to your lonely comment doesn't make much sense now... sorry I've been really MIA as of late but I've been studying and really down on everything. I hate life in general... but enough of my emo-ing out.
In other news, I've been watching way too much Much Music lately and have seen that "hollaback girl" song by Gwen Stefani a lot of times... and its totally your "this shit is bananas" song and I just laugh and think of you in the bar... hahahaha. Anywhores, good luck with the rest of your finals.
Apr 23, 2005

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