I am getting TANKED this weekend. And I am so excited. I have a mickey and a 2-6 of vodka all to myself! And I will drink it all! (okay, pbly not, cuz I'm gone after half a mickey).
And yeah... I get to have a snuggle buddy this weekend too.... huzzah! He just better not give me an infection, or I will hurt him!
Just kidding bud! Eye heart ewe!! 
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Anyways, I have a bit of a connundrum right about nowish. Two of my good friends (I will call them K and R for this story) are kinda at odds with each other.
They have been for a while, pbly ever since this summer. What happened is that R has changed SO much. She used to be such a good friend to myself and K, but all of a sudden, she has started to ditch us, and ignore us. And recently, K broke up with her bf (who is best friends with R's bf - so obviously she heard they were broken up) and R didn't even come to ask K is she was alright.
Now R is behaving the same way towards me, but I don't let it get to me. I mean, it really sucks having lost a friend like that, but I still talk to her, and I take her how she is. I don't talk to her about important things, she's more of just an aquaintence.
But the thing is, K can't get over it. And she wants nothing to do with R. But it is really hard for me, because we used to be REALLY good friends, and I still want us all to hang out together. I know that it won't be the same as it used to be - R has made that perfectly clear, b/c she doesn't care about us. But I still value her as a fun girl, who is easy to laugh with (not someone to trust, or depend on) and I still wanna hang out with her.
But K won't. And that puts me at a connudrum. Because we there (plus another girl B) used to be super good friends, and I still like getting together. And I'm having ppl over 2morrow night, and B and R will be there, but K refuses to come. And K is my VERY BEST FRIEND. So I want her to be there, I don't want her to be left out.
But I can't very well be like "R, you can't come, b/c I like K better"... and ARG
It's very stressful.
I just wish K could let it go, and just treat R the way she treats us. But she can't let it slide. Which is her way of dealing with things... and that's cool, but sometimes it feels kinda stubborn.
I dunno.... I can't wait till I move away from here, and never have to worry about this shit anymore.
What do you all think!?
Lyric
"Break it off, this searching for what we may never find, and that says it all. I hope that we will make it through..
The heartbreak that comes with just living through one day. All the good times that past and all the friends we lose in a lifetime on our way.
Here in this life we seem so lost. On this side of brightness we don't know where to go." ~~ Thursday - This Side of Brightness
And yeah... I get to have a snuggle buddy this weekend too.... huzzah! He just better not give me an infection, or I will hurt him!
Just kidding bud! Eye heart ewe!!
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Anyways, I have a bit of a connundrum right about nowish. Two of my good friends (I will call them K and R for this story) are kinda at odds with each other.
They have been for a while, pbly ever since this summer. What happened is that R has changed SO much. She used to be such a good friend to myself and K, but all of a sudden, she has started to ditch us, and ignore us. And recently, K broke up with her bf (who is best friends with R's bf - so obviously she heard they were broken up) and R didn't even come to ask K is she was alright.
Now R is behaving the same way towards me, but I don't let it get to me. I mean, it really sucks having lost a friend like that, but I still talk to her, and I take her how she is. I don't talk to her about important things, she's more of just an aquaintence.
But the thing is, K can't get over it. And she wants nothing to do with R. But it is really hard for me, because we used to be REALLY good friends, and I still want us all to hang out together. I know that it won't be the same as it used to be - R has made that perfectly clear, b/c she doesn't care about us. But I still value her as a fun girl, who is easy to laugh with (not someone to trust, or depend on) and I still wanna hang out with her.
But K won't. And that puts me at a connudrum. Because we there (plus another girl B) used to be super good friends, and I still like getting together. And I'm having ppl over 2morrow night, and B and R will be there, but K refuses to come. And K is my VERY BEST FRIEND. So I want her to be there, I don't want her to be left out.
But I can't very well be like "R, you can't come, b/c I like K better"... and ARG
It's very stressful.
I just wish K could let it go, and just treat R the way she treats us. But she can't let it slide. Which is her way of dealing with things... and that's cool, but sometimes it feels kinda stubborn.
I dunno.... I can't wait till I move away from here, and never have to worry about this shit anymore.
What do you all think!?
Lyric
"Break it off, this searching for what we may never find, and that says it all. I hope that we will make it through..
The heartbreak that comes with just living through one day. All the good times that past and all the friends we lose in a lifetime on our way.
Here in this life we seem so lost. On this side of brightness we don't know where to go." ~~ Thursday - This Side of Brightness
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cool_spot:
Wooow!!! Holy Hannah I had a time last night! Coolest-est shit ever! You rock chicky-poo! Oh, and that was the biggest-est most comfyest-est bed in the whole entire universe!!!!! !..! <-- Heavy metal devil horns... honest!
ovida:
Sorry I missed your get-together Sweets 
