despairfactor

So I cut weight for no reason. I got some cold sores, and thus was not allowed on the mat. GHEY! BUT, on a good note, they finally put me on Valtrex, to stop the cold sores from coming back. Heh... I feel stupid going to get it tho, cuz it's for GENITAL HERPES (but also for cold sores)... so I bet the pharmasict thinks I'm a dirt or something.

Things on the BF front are okay... thus far. I haven't seen him for 4 days, and it's alright, as long as I don't think about him. I LOVE the whole being single thing, and having all this freedom to do whatever I want, and not have to call and feel obligated to hang out with him. But at the same time, I miss him like crazy, and I would be a wreck if I could never see him again. I'm not sure what this means. I don't wanna let him go, but I don't want to be around him all the time. I'll pbly go talk to him today, and see what he thinks.

Lyric
"Don't be concernced, you know I'll be fine on my own, I never said 'don't go'. But I've hidden a note, it's pressed between pages, that you've marked to find your way back.. it says 'does he ever get the girl'. But what if the pages stay pressed, the chapters unfinished, the stories too dull to unfold." ~~ Dashboard Confessional - This Ruined Puzzle