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Thursday Jan 27, 2005

Jan 27, 2005
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EDITED: Just to tell you all that I am not some crazy person who is not eating cuz they think they are fat, I have to make a certain weight class for wrestling this weekend, and I was .6 kgs over the weight I needed to be

1. I have not eaten since breakfast on Tuesday morning. I had some hamburger soup. I am FUCKING HUNGRY. But I still need to lose .6 kgs for tonight @ 9:00, so that means I will not be eating until then. It's weird... I can see my ribs and stuff. WOAH!

2. My BF and I are on a break/breakup... I dunno what it is right now. (I suppose half of you did not know I have/had a BF... but I do. I just don't talk about him much). I dunno what to think about that. I still love him, and I feel VERY empty without him, but I am having some doubts, and I dunno if its fair of me to keep dating him, when I'm not 100% sure. I'm still heartbroken.

3. I really REALLY need someone to resize my profile pic. I look like my face is about four feet too wide or something.

4. I haven't gotten more than 4 hours of sleep for the past week. I am stressed to the max! STRESSED! Frek

5. Did I mention I haven't eaten yet.... I'm so hungry. I can't stop thinking about food. I'm dieng for tonight... mmm... Italian Pizza Bread, and spagetti, and peperoni pizza. FUCK YEAH!

6. I hate school. FUCKING HATE IT. DIE DIE DIE. I've got some papers due, and they can lick my hairy ass. (Okay, it's not hairy, but I still hate school!)

7. I'm leaving this up, just because it makes me weak in the knees. love love
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xador:
So I was thinking...How did it all begin? What made DEspair Factor fall in love with me? So I went back and found the first time I posted.It was a strong and clever post..I'm not surprised that you couldn't resist my charms wink

And I understood.I think you look fantastic,but you are serious about your sport so you do what it takes to compete!!
But as soon as that match is over I'd have a picnic ready with all your favs for a major feeding frenzy!!! kiss
Jan 30, 2005
x_doug_x:
what are you going to be teaching?
Jan 31, 2005

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