despairfactor

EDITED TO ADD THIS: Teacher Models... Yay or Nay?

Now I'm not so sure that I should do my set. I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna send in a set. BUT... I don't wanna jepordize my future.... *sigh*



I tried taking my set by myself yesterday. Not such a great idea.... I couldn't really get a lot of the shots that I wanted to. My sister saw what shots I had taken, and laughed her ass off. And then she said she would help me, I just have to help her be more artistic in her set taking.

I was really starting to wonder if I would ever be an SG... I mean, I guess I still am wondering... BUT... Zero's set today really inspired me. So I'm gonna keep trying. I think I need to smile more tho. I look REALLY pissed off in all my pics!!!

And I'm not usueally pissed off

Anywayes... DEAR LORD I AM SO EFFING EXCITED FOR SATURDAY NIGHT!!!! You have NO idea!!!!


But I'm sad, cuz this weekend, I get to spend 8 hours on saturday and 8 hours on sunday in a wrestling room, getting my coaching certificate. Okay, that's a lie... I'm pretty excited for that too... but... EIGHT WHOLE HOURS! I'm gonna be dead tierd


Hmmmmm.... if you google image the word excite... a lot of strange things comeup.....