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despairfactor

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Thursday Sep 23, 2004

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EDIT: This predicts the ideal job for you. Supposidly I'm supposed to be a pirate!! YARRRR.... what about you matey?

Sugestions for names:
1.) Regina
2.) DespairFactor
3.) Holly Hooters or Heidi Honkers (thanks MetalEric whatever )
4.) Despair

and those are the ones that have been suggested... I'd like to hear more if you have any!!

And then the thoughts I have had:
1.) Beya - It means "Knowledge" in the language of the Ilongot (tribe in the Phillipines)
2.) Liget - means energy/passion/love (also a word in the Ilongot tribe)
3.) Oxymoron - because my sister likes it

and that's it.
So yeah, just tell me which one you like, or suggest new ones... whichever...


That's my puppers! ECHO! Love her.. thought I would share her cuteness with you all! smile

Lyric
"I am color blind, I am ready, I am ready, I am ready, I am fine." ~~ Counting Crows - Colorblind
VIEW 25 of 29 COMMENTS
metaleric:
OOH, yeah. Dye it black. Rawr! wink
Sep 25, 2004
x_doug_x:
the girl i'm "seeing" is driving me insane. she's my best friends cousin, we met a little over a month ago at his wedding and we've gone out once and it was fun. but she is a student teacher and always really busy with grading and lesson planning and stuff, so i never get to see her and its making me crazy. we were supposed to go out last weekend, but she was busy friday, i was busy saturday and then i ended up waking up with a cold friday morning. so all plans were off, i didnt want her to catch my cold.

now, she told me upfront that this was kind of a bad time in her life cuz of her job, she isnt sure if she will like teaching and stick with it or find somethign else. and if she stays in teaching she's not so sure she will be able to find something full time. she's also willing to move away if that what it takes, so she doesnt want anything serious right now. i understood all this, and was prepared to hang in and wait things out and see how they go. she wanted just to keep things light and fun, but how can we do that if i cant ever see her?

i'm also a very negative person and always think the worst, so in the back of my mind i'm thinking that she doenst like me and doesnt want to see me. i hope thats not the case.

i'd like to tell her all these things and how i feel, but i dont wanna do it in an email or over the phone, i'd like to do it in person, but i cant do taht if we never go out. i'm also very shy and probably wouldnt be able to say what i want to anyway. i dont know, theres just so much confusion, i wish i knew how she felt.

all i know is that she is smart and beautiful and almost everything i'm looking for and i cant stop thinking about her.

but hey thanks for letting me ramble here, sometimes its easier to open up to someone you dont know.

oh well, back to being a superhero top gun pilot biggrin
Sep 25, 2004

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