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despairfactor

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Sunday Sep 19, 2004

Sep 19, 2004
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Okay, here we go:

-I get very bitter sweet when I see new sets go up. Bitter b/c I'm stupid, and haven't taken my set yet, sweet, b/c, well they are sweet sets.

-I haven't taken my set, b/c the shirt I wanted to wear is lost, I am sick and red noses are not sexy) and I need to do some... er.. womanly stuff... like shaving and stuff... blah

-I don't know if I should change my name if I'm sending in a set. DespairFactor is so.... bulky.. or something.

-Still have a fucking cold. Had it since Sunday. It won't go away, and I can't breathe... *gasppantgasp*

-Got a random email today from a guy I met once, about 8 months ago. He's in a band who I saw at a cabaret once, and I thought he was hot, so I gave him my email. He emailed me once, and then I didn't hear from him again until today. Weird!!!!! whatever

-I am buying bleach and blue hair dye, but I am not dying my hair persay

-I'm in love with some memories, but living and loving the moments.

-I ran 6k in 44 mins... meaning that I am SLOOOOOOOOOW.... very slow

-I have an essay due this week that I haven't started yet. But I am oddly not worried

-I tried dying the underneath of my hair a purple red color today, but it didn't show up

-I'm tierd

and that is my life as of right now, in a ten second nutshell...... ROCK ON BABEY! shocked kiss

Lyric
"Counting stars, wishing I was okay. Crashing down was my biggest mistake I never ever ever meant to hurt you I only did what I had to. Counting stars again" ~~ Sugarcult - Counting Stars
....BANKKY I definately do love these guys!!
VIEW 25 of 32 COMMENTS
baddog_ar:
she's flattered and some of the feelings are returned back. we click well. but it is not the time. Have a good one, Despair. Later. smile ARRR!!!
Sep 23, 2004
sarin04:
Wow,you're physiotherapist.And he's 30!!??That's weird dude.Whatever,i have a friend that tried to get on vanilla ice when he came through here so that's probably worse.I can't believe you don't like the new Used cd.At first i didn't either but damn,it's so good.Especially "i caught fire".Give it a chance,i bet it'll grow on you.
I was just in Regina last weekend and i saw a poster for a Catch 22 show.Man that would've kicked ass.Did you go by any chance or do you even like catch 22?
Anyway,i'll have my picture up in the next couple days so you can see who you're talking to.It's way better when you know what the person looks like that you're writing to.Have a good night.
p.s what do you think of the new Nightwish cd.*gag*
Oct 10, 2004

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