One of my good friends is having a rough couple of days. His girlfriend cheated on him when he was at the cabin. He is so heart broken. It's weird, I've never seen him like this. He's angry all the time, and he never smiles anymore. I feel so bad for him. Granted he's only 16, and they've only been dating a week. But that's not a way to tell how much you like someone. And he still feels like crap... I'm taking him for ice cream tomorrow...
But all of this has prompted me to wonder what is the worst experience in love that has ever happened to you?
I know what mine is. I basically fell in love with an amazing and wonderful boy, but he moved away. It's been probably more than a year since I've talked to him in person. It was so hard for me at first. I didn't/ couldn't understand why he would break my heart like he did. It was way to painful for me to even comprehend. But lately, said boy and I have been talking over the net, and things are much better. I'm not angry with him any more, and I completely understand why what happened happened. I forgave him, and I've moved on.
I still love him, that's true. But I don't love him in the mushy "I wanna marry you, and live in a house with a white picket fence and 2.5 kids" way. But I love him in the way that a person loves a part of their past. He still has a piece of my heart, and I don't think it's possible for one to hate a part of their heart. Therefore I still love him. I love him like a friend.
He truely is an amazing person. He taught me about music, and life, and love, and mostly about myself. I've learned so much from him, and for that too I am thankful. I still wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't met him, hadn't gotten involved with him, and you know what... I don't think it would have been for the better. I never would have tasted first love, nor would I have been able to grow and mature from that experience. I would have never learnt about AFI, or music like that. And I wouldn't have known how to not care what people think about you. I probably would still be that scared girl who sat wondering if I was cool enough for everyone else. So it's a bitter sweet experince. I'd do it again in a heart beat.
Anywayes I know you're reading this, so I'm sorry for putting it on the web for everyone to see. Don't think I'm a psyhco or anything...
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So tell me your worst experience in love... or, if you're feeling adventurous, tell me your worst, AND best.
Lyric
"love hurts, love scars, love wounds and mars any heart not tough or strong enough to take a lot of pain" ~~ Joan Jett - Love Hurts
(Goes with the theme of today's journal does it not?!)
But all of this has prompted me to wonder what is the worst experience in love that has ever happened to you?
I know what mine is. I basically fell in love with an amazing and wonderful boy, but he moved away. It's been probably more than a year since I've talked to him in person. It was so hard for me at first. I didn't/ couldn't understand why he would break my heart like he did. It was way to painful for me to even comprehend. But lately, said boy and I have been talking over the net, and things are much better. I'm not angry with him any more, and I completely understand why what happened happened. I forgave him, and I've moved on.
I still love him, that's true. But I don't love him in the mushy "I wanna marry you, and live in a house with a white picket fence and 2.5 kids" way. But I love him in the way that a person loves a part of their past. He still has a piece of my heart, and I don't think it's possible for one to hate a part of their heart. Therefore I still love him. I love him like a friend.
He truely is an amazing person. He taught me about music, and life, and love, and mostly about myself. I've learned so much from him, and for that too I am thankful. I still wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't met him, hadn't gotten involved with him, and you know what... I don't think it would have been for the better. I never would have tasted first love, nor would I have been able to grow and mature from that experience. I would have never learnt about AFI, or music like that. And I wouldn't have known how to not care what people think about you. I probably would still be that scared girl who sat wondering if I was cool enough for everyone else. So it's a bitter sweet experince. I'd do it again in a heart beat.
Anywayes I know you're reading this, so I'm sorry for putting it on the web for everyone to see. Don't think I'm a psyhco or anything...
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So tell me your worst experience in love... or, if you're feeling adventurous, tell me your worst, AND best.
Lyric
"love hurts, love scars, love wounds and mars any heart not tough or strong enough to take a lot of pain" ~~ Joan Jett - Love Hurts
(Goes with the theme of today's journal does it not?!)
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What's that famous saying "it's better to have loved and loss than to have never loved at all." something of that nature. ANyway on a lighter not you have to be kidding me about being one of the guys compared your friends.
Plus you like to look at boobs.....your fucking priceless.