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RINGWORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, I have it!! No, it's not a worm, its a fungus that grows under your skin. I'm not sure what is worse... having an actual worm, or having mushrooms grow in you!!

Anyways, since I am a dirt, I'm missing the Christmas camp. Wait, I'm actually THERE, but I have to ride the bike the entire time. I can't feel my ass. And it sucks, cuz Gia Sissouri is coaching the camp (68kg Canadian Olympic Wrestler) and I have to sit and ride a bike.
Fuck You FUNGUSES!!
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
CHRISTMAS WAS FUN!!
Let me just tell you that my boyfriend is absolutely positively amazing. I got spoiled by him!! (The Sex and the City second season DVD, Britney Spears perfume, and a Thrice hoodie!!!)

I went to his house for Xmas eve. I absolutely adore his family, and his neices. I love that family so much. YAY!
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New Years Resolutions:
1.) Make it to 67 KG - hopefully by running 5Km every day, and lifting weights
2.) Bring my average up some.... maybe to a 78 (it's a 76 right now)
3.) Win some wrestling matches.

Thats about it. I'm not fun.
What are your resolutions?
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Best Song Ever:

JAMES BLUNT
"Goodbye My Lover"

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.