so, merger at my work. i am now an employee of ICF Macro. What it really means, however, is although they're "committed to keeping our business model intact," now i'm horrified of possible layoffs. the benefits change alone is gonna screw me over for $10 more per prescription, $5 more copay, $40 more a month for coverage...ugh. less vacation. talk about bullshit. oh well.
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sjofn_:
That's too thin as well, but you were talking about 82 pounds mister
gfys:
You are so right. I need rest like you wouldn't believe. The icing on the cake is the fact that the orange juice on the plane was tainted and I got super sick on top of my partially sick I already was. I am in Denver on my layover fro almost another full hour. Huggies 
note to mercie: i'm just a pussy. i mean, i cried over one of the better songs from jeniferever just because of what breelan did to me. even jay pointed out that once that happened, i stopped speaking of arizona. and that was where almost all of my stories at least stem from. it's messed up, and it went from the worst thing, to the...
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mercie:
I think you know what song I'm going to say.
I love you mister. Anytime you need a hug, a shoulder to cry on, a pick me up, anything you need... I am only a few miles away. ♥
I love you mister. Anytime you need a hug, a shoulder to cry on, a pick me up, anything you need... I am only a few miles away. ♥
kittycontagious:
This song describes how I feel towards my real dad. Everytime I hear it, I cry.
it'stheyouknow th-that's right
the vampire sq-quid!
la vammmppiirrreee
my wishlisht SHOULD be working; not that it matters. if not, tell me otherwise.
haven't been here. been really sick. still, actually. how is everyone.
also, i should bring it to your attention that i won't be here much longer. unless convinced otherwise, my account expires may 7th (i think.) i know that mercie probably isn't losing...
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the vampire sq-quid!
la vammmppiirrreee
my wishlisht SHOULD be working; not that it matters. if not, tell me otherwise.
haven't been here. been really sick. still, actually. how is everyone.
also, i should bring it to your attention that i won't be here much longer. unless convinced otherwise, my account expires may 7th (i think.) i know that mercie probably isn't losing...
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chelsi:
i was watching pride and prejudice earlier, too.
it's one of my favorite movies of all time.
every time i cry. );
it's one of my favorite movies of all time.
every time i cry. );
gfys:
Awww smiles babe. I haven't seen the movie, but you can for sure keep your testicles. ummm be good, try to be happy, and start feeling better already.
Lovies
Lovies
i'm not living
i'm just killing time.
i'm just killing time.
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kittycontagious:
Build and post a wish list!
amarillo:
hey hun, mercie said you werent feeling well. i hope that you get some rest and recharge the batteries a little. i'm thinking/praying about you. *kiss*
there were actually some decent responses to that. although i asked for icebreakers, not lame ass pick up lines. and to all the girl who say that the "nice shoes, wanna fuck?" thing works, i call total fucking bullshit. i've heard a bunch of girls say this, but my ass it works. maybe on you with me AFTER you say it works just to pretend...
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caralee:
mmm mmm mmmasochism.
gfys:
Grrr your great. One of the points of my story is my boi was kind of awkward and shy and has horrible self-esteem. He worked up the courage to say something to me so I said okay and let him have his chance. Mind you when they are working in retail it's hard to actually read them. Go to the starbucks and read something for a while not stalker style but try to see if she comes and talks to you if you make eye contact and she has a few seconds of no customers. Try to figure out something that she likes that would be a clue of something to offer to do with her. Be observant and at the very least awkward but confident is best. Girls are generally just as shy and have just as many self-esteem as guys so she might ACTUALLY think you are the shit and to do something with you. Try something and if you fail you will always have your pudding 
Lovies
Lovies
i need good icebreakers for picking up chicks. GO!
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ohvelveteen:
right meow?
vittore:
"I eat.. Do you eat? Maybe we could do it in the same room, sometime."
*ahem* I have -never- jumped down your throat, about anything.
*ahem* I have -never- jumped down your throat, about anything.
i guess i'm kinda back. hi.
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amarillo:
hey you! thanks for not leaving the site. i know u've been going back and forth about it bc of some of the stuff that has gone on. i am really glad that you decided to stick it out. i think you are fan-freaking-tastic. have a great day, handsome!
graye:
<333333333333 <3333333333333
i have a doctor appointment tomorrow. 10:15. i'll update then. took the day off tomorrow, probably will for a few days till i recover.
surprisingly i was able to reach all the parties involved in the fucking me over in terms of my insurance.
long story: my insurance sends a letter to every single fucking doctor i see (in my case it's been a lot,...
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surprisingly i was able to reach all the parties involved in the fucking me over in terms of my insurance.
long story: my insurance sends a letter to every single fucking doctor i see (in my case it's been a lot,...
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mercie:
mhmm. exactly the shit I'm talking about. fuck.
ohvelveteen:
Ugh, I don't even open those letters anymore. I hope you experience some relief soon. <3
i sleep through my alarm and go to work late. i go to sleep an hour after coming home. i wake up at almost midnight. and now i'm again about to go to sleep.
fuck. what is wrong with me. the pain has dulled by every inch of me aches. it's painful to breathe, to walk, to eat.
and i have insurance, but i know...
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fuck. what is wrong with me. the pain has dulled by every inch of me aches. it's painful to breathe, to walk, to eat.
and i have insurance, but i know...
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caralee:
it sounds like mono. at least it's not stereo, ha ha?
vittore:
Doctor, now.
Take better care of yourself, goddamn it.
Take better care of yourself, goddamn it.
i slept for about 19 hours today. my body feels like it got hit by a truck. i might have to go to the hospital for the 3rd time in 4 months.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i'm broken physically and mentally...ugh.no wonder i'm treated like a leper by everyone.
edit: jesus, i may have lupus or something else due to my pleurisy....
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what the fuck is wrong with me?
i'm broken physically and mentally...ugh.no wonder i'm treated like a leper by everyone.
edit: jesus, i may have lupus or something else due to my pleurisy....
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gfys:
umm yeah no dieing, but lots and lots of love 
Az
Az
kelseyyboo:
haha no, its where i cropped myself taking the pic.
mirror shot!
mirror shot!