therapy was okay. didn't really touch on a lot of stuff, just intro information. at least the guy still seems really nice. it's gonna be a weekly thing; hopefully i won't be (as) crazy in a few months. hopefully.
everything else is pretty much crap central. i feel terrible physically (and yes, i may or may not be seriously ill), depressed as hell, no one...
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everything else is pretty much crap central. i feel terrible physically (and yes, i may or may not be seriously ill), depressed as hell, no one...
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read my past journal. read it again. know you're dying. right now. and it's ok. but it's not ok. there is no ok. there just "is".
thank you, synecdoche; thank you, charlie kaufmann, for fucking me and mercie up. i'm already existentialist in philosophy, you didn't have to make me want to curl up and die. we had a cuddle fest. i think i mended...
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thank you, synecdoche; thank you, charlie kaufmann, for fucking me and mercie up. i'm already existentialist in philosophy, you didn't have to make me want to curl up and die. we had a cuddle fest. i think i mended...
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sanguine:
yeah... considering... im apparently only good for sex.... or so im told... might as well, i guess
caralee:
DREAM WARS
i am sorry i am so bad to you, it is not my metaphysical intention to fight you, or anybody.
sugar licks!
i am sorry i am so bad to you, it is not my metaphysical intention to fight you, or anybody.
sugar licks!
what was once before you
an exciting mysterious future
is behind you
lived, understood, disappointing
you realize you are not special
you have struggled into existence
and are now slippiing silently out of it
this is everyone's experience
every single one
the specifics hardly matter
everyone is everyone...
an exciting mysterious future
is behind you
lived, understood, disappointing
you realize you are not special
you have struggled into existence
and are now slippiing silently out of it
this is everyone's experience
every single one
the specifics hardly matter
everyone is everyone...
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mercie:
"A wounded angel is smiling at me
God it's so beautiful."
God it's so beautiful."
amarillo:
you are wonderful. i hope you are feeling ok.
thank you.
caralee:
i don't know what any of thise is, but i like it
downer folk, stoned country, desert rock, denim pop, soft psych
hang in there, kitten.
downer folk, stoned country, desert rock, denim pop, soft psych
hang in there, kitten.
someone convince me why i shouldn't put a bullet in my brain.
mercie, you would lose a friend but also lose an enemy at times; someone who constantly contests you.
my friends have mostly abandoned me, or i have abandoned them due to my social phobia and general laziness.
i am unattractive and have ruined every single relationship i've been in, justified or not. i...
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mercie, you would lose a friend but also lose an enemy at times; someone who constantly contests you.
my friends have mostly abandoned me, or i have abandoned them due to my social phobia and general laziness.
i am unattractive and have ruined every single relationship i've been in, justified or not. i...
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caralee:
why, you say?
because we are all silver and sun drunk, silly.
this ambientfolk pack is taking 10 hundred million years to download
i really want to know what 'The Moon Lay Hidden Beneath A Cloud' is all about, ya dig?
you must live long enough so i may share mystery torrents with someone appreciative!!!!!!!!
because we are all silver and sun drunk, silly.
this ambientfolk pack is taking 10 hundred million years to download
i really want to know what 'The Moon Lay Hidden Beneath A Cloud' is all about, ya dig?
you must live long enough so i may share mystery torrents with someone appreciative!!!!!!!!
zoos:
*hugs*
guitar hero: metallica is kinda badass, even though i sorta hate metallica; i've grown to love playing their songs on drums, though. the engine is weird (rock band for life, suckazzzz), but it's worth a rental at least.
and nothing makes you feel more awesome than playing double bass. one of these days i'll play it for real. one of these days...
and nothing makes you feel more awesome than playing double bass. one of these days i'll play it for real. one of these days...
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sanguine:
you go beyond interesting my dear <3
sanguine:
you know what... i have made "friends" with a lot of individuals on here.... and i can count on one hand the people left over... after a long amount of time... the few that are still around for me.... i love them the most... the rest can go suck my would be dick...
i like to call them tourists.. and wish, on most days, that they would just go back to where they came from
i like to call them tourists.. and wish, on most days, that they would just go back to where they came from
i keep waiting for the beginning after the end.
mercie:
you and me both.
time heals no wounds.
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mercie:
it certainly allows nothing to fade either.
sanguine:
thanx, thats all i needed to hear
thanks for the love...even if i am still pathetic. *sigh*
this whole merger bullshit is so terrifying. 2 hours on a benefits meeting...no one's sure how long we'll have our jobs...ugh. anyway.
here's a noobish question. if i can see a member's profile (through member search) does that mean the profile's active? or no? because scanning for singles of the feminine variety showed a few...
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this whole merger bullshit is so terrifying. 2 hours on a benefits meeting...no one's sure how long we'll have our jobs...ugh. anyway.
here's a noobish question. if i can see a member's profile (through member search) does that mean the profile's active? or no? because scanning for singles of the feminine variety showed a few...
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lucine:
aww rejected why? people suck ass i tell you. 
sanguine:
yes!!!!!!!!!!! im mad i didnt think of that.
god, i'm so lonely.
i thought i was a loner. maybe i am. just...not ...like this.
it's all my fault; i broke it off with my ex 2 months ago. mercie has been wonderful companionship, but it can't be a "real" relationship for a billion reasons.
i don't even know where to turn anymore. i have a crush on a girl at a starbucks, but...
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i thought i was a loner. maybe i am. just...not ...like this.
it's all my fault; i broke it off with my ex 2 months ago. mercie has been wonderful companionship, but it can't be a "real" relationship for a billion reasons.
i don't even know where to turn anymore. i have a crush on a girl at a starbucks, but...
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kittycontagious:
it'll all be ok. i promise
kelseyyboo:
Thanks dollface <3
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