motherFUCKER i need to stop this shit. as far as i remember, i did the same exact thing last night as i did before, which BEFORE a blackout would confuse me. i think mercie and i hung out both days in a row, but i can't remember.
i've woken up at 4am three nights in a row, wondering how the hell i got there, am i uninjured, is my car undamaged, did i spend money, and did i eat too much (for a body dysmorphic person like myself, that's a HUGE deal).
stupid. fucking. epilepsy. fuck this.
i've woken up at 4am three nights in a row, wondering how the hell i got there, am i uninjured, is my car undamaged, did i spend money, and did i eat too much (for a body dysmorphic person like myself, that's a HUGE deal).
stupid. fucking. epilepsy. fuck this.