i think i'm done.
i don't know how i developed epilepsy. it was probably all the drugs. mercie may have introduced me to them, but it was my own stupid fault to go in as deep as i did.
i didn't ask to be born bipolar. i've been fighting it for over 13 years now. everytime i win, it's a pyrrhic victory. less and less of me survives. it's so hard to just not give up.
so i'll fade away again. no one will notice after a few days. i know mercie won't, and i'm glad she's finally found someone that's made her happy.
thanks for keeping me company and your words of wisdom and well wishing. really, it means a lot to me.
i don't know how i developed epilepsy. it was probably all the drugs. mercie may have introduced me to them, but it was my own stupid fault to go in as deep as i did.
i didn't ask to be born bipolar. i've been fighting it for over 13 years now. everytime i win, it's a pyrrhic victory. less and less of me survives. it's so hard to just not give up.
so i'll fade away again. no one will notice after a few days. i know mercie won't, and i'm glad she's finally found someone that's made her happy.
thanks for keeping me company and your words of wisdom and well wishing. really, it means a lot to me.
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vittore:
It's not all bad. I've been living with it for a good while, and medication really does keep it tame, for the most part. Plus, if you're really awesome, you can get a service dog that can detect your seizures before they happen. 
mercie:
everyone knows the 6th dimension is all pudding.