apparently my brain exhibits some spiking in the alpha waves, "suggestive of having a primary epilepsy disorder."
i'm not sure if i'm happy that i'm at least a step closer to finding out what's wrong, or i'm really upset that i'm possibly epileptic. i thought it was mostly genetic, too, and there's almost no history of it in my family...just some distant cousin i think. fuck.
apparently lamictal (which i was on for awhile for bipolar) is somewhat effective, which i may need to go back on. but right now i'm being started on depakote not only for seizures but for migraines as well. i really hope it works, i'm so sick of this.
i don't know if i'll ever be able to return to normalcy. i'm so upset right now.
i'm not sure if i'm happy that i'm at least a step closer to finding out what's wrong, or i'm really upset that i'm possibly epileptic. i thought it was mostly genetic, too, and there's almost no history of it in my family...just some distant cousin i think. fuck.
apparently lamictal (which i was on for awhile for bipolar) is somewhat effective, which i may need to go back on. but right now i'm being started on depakote not only for seizures but for migraines as well. i really hope it works, i'm so sick of this.
i don't know if i'll ever be able to return to normalcy. i'm so upset right now.
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melaniek:
hugs <3
austere:
Caesar was epileptic. just don't get stabbed by mad haters and it'll all be good. i'll give you brain massage.