Wednesday Oct 14, 2009

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mercie....i wish you the best. i really, truly, honestly do.
i owe you some of the best and the worst times of my life. i can't entirely blame you for the absolute bottom my life is at now, since it was my own dumbass decision to continue.

i'm sorry i was a terrible boyfriend. i'm sorry i'm a horrible friend. i hope you find happiness, i really do. i think you'd be best to move on away from me. there's a reason i'll be single for a very long time. you were the only one willing to put up with my stupid bullshit, so thank you for that.

i mean this from the heart: i hope you've finally found what you need.

now it's my turn to spend the next 4 years in complete isolation and decay; if i live that long, honestly.

i dedicate this to you two:
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mercie:
who knows what will happen. I'm just going to keep floating where the breeze takes me. I'll be happier for awhile. And maybe this is the right thing to do. I guess we'll see. The fact still remains that even though you think you were a let down, you weren't. Don't be so hard on yourself, indeed... you've also been retarded enough to put up with ME for 5 years. And that's not the end of an era. We are, and always will be, the best of friends.

Now, here's one for you. It should take you back.



Pay attention to the lyrics now. You know what a lyrics whore I really am.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die.
austere:
i suck at football
haiku is where i excel
and cunnilingus

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