desormais

i've been exercising less and somehow i weigh 125. that's kinda awesome. it doesn't appear to be atrophy, but who knows.

i had really weird dreams of being chased all night. i mean, usually have nightmares, but this was more of an anxiety thing. i guess i shouldn't be surprised, everything else in my life is upsetting right now.

like the fact i woke up with a severe nose bleed. that's usually not good. my memory's kinda spotty from the past few days, too. i'm guessing it has something to do with my brain scarring. to be honest, i wouldn't really mind if i just had a massive aneurysm. it'd save me a lot of pain and boredom.