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desormais

Millersville, MD

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Tuesday Jun 23, 2009

Jun 23, 2009
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so, i've been having blackouts lately. (i DON'T DRINK, and these fews days i didn't do drugs)

i'll have no recollection of any event from anywhere to a half hour to a few hours. it mostly happens near night, but it's been happening at work in the morning, too. usually what happens is, i'll wake up (sometimes on the floor, sometimes in my bed) and have no idea what's going on. i'll leave food out or even pass out in it. i had dried yogurt on my face for days.

i have confusion, like mercie will tell you...i'll have conversations with people and completely forget. like, " i swear on my life i never talked to you" when i had like an hour earlier.

doctor's aren't sure what it is. it's not my other medications, or diet or exercise...researching syncope it has some parts of that, but i'm losing hours, not seconds or minutes. the neurologist wants me to GIVE UP my license BEFORE HE'LL EVEN SEE ME! such bullshit! what if it never happens again? what then? fuck...

anyway, on top of that, i have a ct scan for my chest because my pleurisy waned then hit me today like a fucking hot iron.



...so yeah, how is everyone?
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ahnhell:
i'm assuming you've had head ct's and brain mri's and petscans? or is that part of the whole workup the neurologist wont do?


find another neurologist. I know its standard, but still it's whack. bok
Jun 23, 2009
caralee:
hand in there, chiclet
whenever my body gets all out of whack like that it's usually due to a lack or whatever of electrolytes, low blood sugar or low iron count.
also, second opinions are key.

other than that i was dancing in a lesbian bar oh oh oh
[jonathan richman live is HILARITY but the opener is depressing as all fuck]
also
i <3 freddy ruppert, straight up and down.
Jun 24, 2009

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