desormais

therapy was okay. didn't really touch on a lot of stuff, just intro information. at least the guy still seems really nice. it's gonna be a weekly thing; hopefully i won't be (as) crazy in a few months. hopefully.

everything else is pretty much crap central. i feel terrible physically (and yes, i may or may not be seriously ill), depressed as hell, no one seemingly finds me attractive (except for mercie, for some reason) or interesting. bleh.

oh well. c'est la vie. i guess i deserve hell. how's everyone else.