HOLY CRAP NEW POST
i don't know what's wrong with me other than i have a scar on my brain (in addition to the scarring in/on my lung)
i've been forced onto short term disability, so i've done nothing. fuck i'm so bored. i've read 70 issues of hellblazer (aka Constantine) and i'm highly enjoying it. next is to finish Preacher, then Transmetropolitan.
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i don't know what's wrong with me other than i have a scar on my brain (in addition to the scarring in/on my lung)
i've been forced onto short term disability, so i've done nothing. fuck i'm so bored. i've read 70 issues of hellblazer (aka Constantine) and i'm highly enjoying it. next is to finish Preacher, then Transmetropolitan.
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mercie:
♥ So glad you put up a new post finally! 
mercie:
your new headline, very true...
My cell phone got stolen, so please leave your number. fucking asshole. what a shitty day.
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mercie:
muhr? ♥
caralee:
birchville cat motel is the balm on my soul
my diagnosis is still unclear, but...i won't be around too much longer...
ihave so many peoplle to apologize to about my horrid mistakes.
i'm so, so sorry...nothing ii can do. i'm....done.
ihave so many peoplle to apologize to about my horrid mistakes.
i'm so, so sorry...nothing ii can do. i'm....done.
mercie:
You're gonna love this.
i'm not dead yet.
no news isn't always good news.
despite what some people say, i'm not always a fucking monster. it's easy to attribute bullshit to me. hey, sounds like january.
no news isn't always good news.
despite what some people say, i'm not always a fucking monster. it's easy to attribute bullshit to me. hey, sounds like january.
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caralee:
get butter!
hey, i'm not any better.
i mean, well, i remember the past few days. that's a plus. and i've also been sober for those days as well. that's...a not so plus. but i guess kinda.
cleared a few rock band songs.
most notably, i finally 5 starred panic attack! i have a picture, but i'm too lazy to upload it.
and i also cleared slayer's...
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i mean, well, i remember the past few days. that's a plus. and i've also been sober for those days as well. that's...a not so plus. but i guess kinda.
cleared a few rock band songs.
most notably, i finally 5 starred panic attack! i have a picture, but i'm too lazy to upload it.
and i also cleared slayer's...
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mercie:
sigh. Please see me soon. I miss you so much.
Don't be fine with that. You said it yourself, you might hate life but you don't want to die. Don't fucking give in to that shit. I refuse to even entertain the thought, and neither should you. I love you so, so much.
Don't be fine with that. You said it yourself, you might hate life but you don't want to die. Don't fucking give in to that shit. I refuse to even entertain the thought, and neither should you. I love you so, so much.
jennna:
i miss talkin to u.. text me sometime soon handsome
HOLY FUCKING SHIT. JESUS i want to be this good one day.
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effi:
Hey Scott good luck with the tests, I'm thinking of you. In a strictly non-gay way. No really, I said NON gay, honest.....
Merc's there for you, as are the rest of us in spirit if not in person.
All the best mate.
Merc's there for you, as are the rest of us in spirit if not in person.
All the best mate.
mercie:
Good luck with everything tomorrow, mew. I'm thinking of you all the time. ♥
thank you so much for the well wishes...so, mercie's heard this story, but it still cracks me up. i now get to work from home! one of my bosses (rachel, super nice) found me slumped over on my desk, apparently holding on to a thing of yogurt, my breakfast of choice. she woke me up, and talked to teri (our division head and vice president,...
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melaniek:
please, please feel better soon! <3
sjofn_:
good luck on your EEg...
so...i quite possibly have a small aneurysm. i don't remember tuesday at all. i fell out of my chair during a meeting...and don't remember it. and on top of all that, even though i have the support of my friends...well, i have mercie and evan, both of whom don't know what to do (not that i blame them), but every other acquaintance i have \think...
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smokygough:
I came from Mercie's blog... take care, from a random stranger. You can get through it, with a lot of strength. Hang in there.
artemiswerewolf:
We talked for about 30 seconds once but you seem pretty cool and Mercie loves you so you have to ok.
Learning about something like that can really scare somebody out of their wits, you just have to fight and trust the people in your life because they are there for you. Besides, Mercie is stubborn so you better get used to her being there.
I'll send a prayer or two your way.
Learning about something like that can really scare somebody out of their wits, you just have to fight and trust the people in your life because they are there for you. Besides, Mercie is stubborn so you better get used to her being there.
I'll send a prayer or two your way.
i may have a seriously mental health issue. i may be having seizures; i have loss of time, in memory, in everything. my life is a living hell.
ahnhell:
Well fuck.
You been to a different neurologist yet?
<3 take care.
You been to a different neurologist yet?
<3 take care.
mercie:
baby. you need this.
♥ you the most. 'member that.
♥ you the most. 'member that.
please check out mercie's pics, as she'll be selling them all nice and fancy soon. it was an interesting experience, seeing as i'm not a photographer, but we were totally naturals that day.
i want to tear my ribs out. if i have to have my lung operated on...jesus. i don't want to think about it.
and no blackouts, but i've been so...out of...
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i want to tear my ribs out. if i have to have my lung operated on...jesus. i don't want to think about it.
and no blackouts, but i've been so...out of...
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mercie:
Wish I knew what was going on with you.
mercie:
"we're the things that go bump in the night that you can't see. we're the mishaps that always happen in threes."
so, i've been having blackouts lately. (i DON'T DRINK, and these fews days i didn't do drugs)
i'll have no recollection of any event from anywhere to a half hour to a few hours. it mostly happens near night, but it's been happening at work in the morning, too. usually what happens is, i'll wake up (sometimes on the floor, sometimes in my bed) and...
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i'll have no recollection of any event from anywhere to a half hour to a few hours. it mostly happens near night, but it's been happening at work in the morning, too. usually what happens is, i'll wake up (sometimes on the floor, sometimes in my bed) and...
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ahnhell:
i'm assuming you've had head ct's and brain mri's and petscans? or is that part of the whole workup the neurologist wont do?
find another neurologist. I know its standard, but still it's whack.
find another neurologist. I know its standard, but still it's whack.
caralee:
hand in there, chiclet
whenever my body gets all out of whack like that it's usually due to a lack or whatever of electrolytes, low blood sugar or low iron count.
also, second opinions are key.
other than that i was dancing in a lesbian bar oh oh oh
[jonathan richman live is HILARITY but the opener is depressing as all fuck]
also
i <3 freddy ruppert, straight up and down.
whenever my body gets all out of whack like that it's usually due to a lack or whatever of electrolytes, low blood sugar or low iron count.
also, second opinions are key.
other than that i was dancing in a lesbian bar oh oh oh
[jonathan richman live is HILARITY but the opener is depressing as all fuck]
also
i <3 freddy ruppert, straight up and down.
i'm not yet dead. just mostly.
pleurisy is acting up.
thought of some bad poetry listening to depressing music on the way home. i'll share!
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why must hindsight be 20/20 and not colored with emotion like the day?
why must fair history be so cruel?
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while you are away
my heart comes undone
slowly unravels
in a ball of yarn
the devil collects...
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pleurisy is acting up.
thought of some bad poetry listening to depressing music on the way home. i'll share!
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why must hindsight be 20/20 and not colored with emotion like the day?
why must fair history be so cruel?
---
while you are away
my heart comes undone
slowly unravels
in a ball of yarn
the devil collects...
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mercie:
anytime, doll. you know that. ♥