desmodius

there's this girl that i work with at wendy's, i call her e here cause i doubt she wants me to use her name. i've known her and her sister bordering on six years now. she is twenty.
anyway. her boyfreind broke up with her about three weeks ago and she is still pining for him. she went out with the guy for six months and i can understand a piece of attachment to him but.
okay, they are religious kooks. he is a upc actually. (united pentacostal church, you know, the ones that treat women like second class citezens in gods name.) and she is a pentcost, believe it or not there are differences between the two.
anyway so they went away to some lame ass religious retreat via a bus for a week or so. second day they were there he breaks up with her and is a true asshole to her for the rest of the trip. e calls me all sad and depressed because SHE WANTS TO GET HIM BACK!!!
what the fuck is wrong with people. the more that you treat them like shit, the more they thank you for it.
anyway. she just got off the phone with me to tell me that she is going to go over to one of the guys that she's now dating, (though she would still love to get back together with the first guy.)
guy uses her to get what he wants, dumps her. she feels heart ache. she dates two guys to get over the first guy who she will probably discard once she is over or winds up getting back together with the first guy, cause even though he is a waste of time and fucked her over hard... she loves him...
and people wonder why i don't like hanging out and becoming freinds with other members of the superfiscial assanine mentally toxic, (present company excluded, some of you anyway.) human race.
maybe i'm just crumpled up and soulless, but all i feel when i look at her and listen to her inane shite is anger and loathing. i have to work out of this freindship with her before i am in too deep, tell the truth i don't even like her that much. maybe i'm just waiting to see if i get some kind of pussy scraps or something...lol i don't know. nah. all that i think of her when i think of her is 'cute kid'.
maybe i just feel sorry for her... i don't know. which i think is funny, cause i usually pride myself on being a heartless son of a bitch. (helps me get through the day.)
i have three real life non internet freinds, two live in philly, one lives down here. that's all i really need.
fucking people making me care... grrrr.