the way i've been feeling lately is best explained by other peoples lyrics:
diluted, by slipknot:
i'm cold, i'm ugly
i'm always confused by everything
i can stare into a thousand eyes
but every smile hides a bold faced lie
it itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
my heroes are dead, they died in my head
thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
something inside me has opened up again
thoughts of me exemplified
all the little flaws i have denied
forget today, forget whatever happened
everyday i see a little more of overall deficiencies
i'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
what the hell- did i- do to deserve-all of this?
i save all the bullets from ignorant minds
your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
way past good taste on our way to bad omens
i decrease while my symptoms increase
god what the fuck is wrong
you act like you knew it all along
your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
all i ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
now take a real good look at
what you've fucking done to me
what the hell-did i-do to deserve-all of this?
gimme any reason why i'd need you, boy
gimme any reason why i need you
gimme any reason why i need you, bitch
gimme any reason not to fuck you up
i see you in me
i keep my scars from prying eyes
incapable of ever knowing why
somebody breathe, i've got to have an answer
why am i so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things
but i don't care what you think
you'll never understand me...
what the hell-did i-do to deserve-all of this?
not just pretty words....lol
anyway.... wet t-shirt contest at the bar tonight... can anyone think of a reason that i can tell anna so i don't have to go...
yay!!! trapped in a room with a whole bunch of people i can't stand, looking at women who'd never give me the time of day if there wasn't money involved...
i hate people... and no... i do not consider my fellow sg'ers people... they are a breed all to themselves...
life is shitty, but ain't it fuckin great...
get this or die....
pig/death...lol
diluted, by slipknot:
i'm cold, i'm ugly
i'm always confused by everything
i can stare into a thousand eyes
but every smile hides a bold faced lie
it itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
my heroes are dead, they died in my head
thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
something inside me has opened up again
thoughts of me exemplified
all the little flaws i have denied
forget today, forget whatever happened
everyday i see a little more of overall deficiencies
i'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
what the hell- did i- do to deserve-all of this?
i save all the bullets from ignorant minds
your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
way past good taste on our way to bad omens
i decrease while my symptoms increase
god what the fuck is wrong
you act like you knew it all along
your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
all i ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
now take a real good look at
what you've fucking done to me
what the hell-did i-do to deserve-all of this?
gimme any reason why i'd need you, boy
gimme any reason why i need you
gimme any reason why i need you, bitch
gimme any reason not to fuck you up
i see you in me
i keep my scars from prying eyes
incapable of ever knowing why
somebody breathe, i've got to have an answer
why am i so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things
but i don't care what you think
you'll never understand me...
what the hell-did i-do to deserve-all of this?
not just pretty words....lol
anyway.... wet t-shirt contest at the bar tonight... can anyone think of a reason that i can tell anna so i don't have to go...
yay!!! trapped in a room with a whole bunch of people i can't stand, looking at women who'd never give me the time of day if there wasn't money involved...
i hate people... and no... i do not consider my fellow sg'ers people... they are a breed all to themselves...
life is shitty, but ain't it fuckin great...
get this or die....
pig/death...lol
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Man, everyone makes liquad cocaines different. Last night I had the worse version of it ever.....jager and 151 and that's it. Holy christ was that horrible. It only gave me a nice buzz for like half an hour too. Had to drink more alcheehol than normal to keep happy.
Anyways, have fun with your drinking adventures. Stay away from the ugly chicks.