desmodius

in you deep:
to hold you, to feel you, to kiss you, to fuck you,
critisize, a pack of lies, a cross to bare, a load to share,
joy never felt, the way you melt, a simple rose, a juxta-pose,
cries of the heart, circle the dark,
i'm in you deep, i curl and seep.
do you call this love?
do you feel my warmth?
can you touch my strength?
it's crippling-, inside you...
torn apart, a savage heart, a silent ring, feel the sting,
i'm in you deep, that's where i creep.
a tidal wave, eternal slave, opens wide, lets me inside,
i'm in you deep, i'm where you sleep.
do you call this love?
do you feel my strength?
you're torn apart.
the screaming, the yelling, the beating, the swelling,
feel the burn, a simple turn, as all your dreams get blown away.
do you want this love?
do you need this strength?
i'm in you deep, my darkest keep.

i slept all day yesterday. got about ten minutes till i have to leave for work though. can you feel the suckiness? lol
gotta go pick up chris tonight after work. his car battery died so i have to take him to get his check and go to wally world... (dammit.) to get the battery replaced and pick up other things he may need. it's about ten degrees outside which means it's gonna be about zero at work. i need to get another job. preferably one that's got heat of some kind and is less then forty miles away...
i bought anna a big ass bottle of cuervo for christmas, she went to vegas...(without me... sniffle...) but she should be back by christmas eve so i can give it to her.
that poem was originally a song, thrash corpse i wrote about ten years ago. well. i wrote the lyrics. someone else wrote the music. old band that never went anywhere.
oh well. i hope everyone's weekend went great.
gotta go...later... time to freeze.