desmodius

the remake of suicide is painless by marilyn manson is just fucking fantastic...
anyway... i have been feeling like dragged down tired crap four two days becuase of the screwed up weather down here in semo. cold one day, hot the next... it's freakin annoying... "PICK A WEATHER NATURE!!!!" hopefully a pleasent one, cause i got nothing but heart for you.
i work two friggin jobs and am going to be living off of ramen noodles, and hand sandwiches this week. i have got to get my spending under control. i spend all my money thinking... what am i forgetting... oh yeah... that's right, actual food...lol i am a dumb ass...lol fuck it as long as the kit's got food and happy time litter it is all good to me.... and they does...
dingo is in heat... she is so fucking cute just walking around mewing for kitten dick... yeah... it is annoying at three in the morning when all i want to do is sleep and she start to mew, but otherwise... i bask in her, and miss kitties cuteness.
anna might be moving to jonesboro. yet another one of my real life freinds beating feet. i understand it... the change of scenery will do her good. but dammit! but then. i could see how my freinds just dissappear on me... emotional vacant... i'm never around cause i am either at work or on the computer. i don't really know how to have fun except the fun that i have, which by most peoples standards is just about boring as hell. i'm a ton of fun when i'm drunk from what i'm told anyway. I have two states of being. sober, and can't remember shit drunk... mmmm... the almighty black out... yay!!! nah... i remember just enough to be like... damn... i did that?
lol
love you all... with the heart... i mean it...
=love and alienatic death kittens to rule this world...

keep the faithless.