to feel again:
my raging fears, year after year, a dying wish,
a flowing tear, a joy filled touch i long for so much...
to feel again, to feel again...
a gentle breeze in a torrid sea,
a shattered cry to be set free,
drops of blood, like wilting rose buds,
to feel again, to feel again...
a story told to young and old,
like...
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my raging fears, year after year, a dying wish,
a flowing tear, a joy filled touch i long for so much...
to feel again, to feel again...
a gentle breeze in a torrid sea,
a shattered cry to be set free,
drops of blood, like wilting rose buds,
to feel again, to feel again...
a story told to young and old,
like...
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i_zombie:
hmmm...no....no problems.
melly:
Awww... thanks for the kind words! 
hello... i just got a whole bunch of recipes from a web site and they are all krynn and dragonlance chronically... otiks spicy patatoes....yummy... and now thanks to web site jackin... it is mine... all mine.... can't wait to try some of these out... they sound awfully damned good.
in other news... i found a trojan dialer in my comp... if you do not know......
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in other news... i found a trojan dialer in my comp... if you do not know......
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eli:
dont be sorry
i didnt think he was retarded, I thought he was really kick ass.
Which gave me a few smiles.
i didnt think he was retarded, I thought he was really kick ass.
Which gave me a few smiles.
i_zombie:
thanks for the comments
this was kind of fun so i fig'd i'd put it up too:
A)first recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album.
B) i want everyone to who reads this to ask me three questions... no more, no less... ask me anything you want:
C) then i want you to scribble this little quizz in your journals...
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A)first recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album.
B) i want everyone to who reads this to ask me three questions... no more, no less... ask me anything you want:
C) then i want you to scribble this little quizz in your journals...
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providencia:
A)
movie: The Last Just Man
book: The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein
musical artist, song, or album: John Coltrane, My Favorite Things(album)
B)
1) Have you ever gotten over your first broken heart?
2) What is your favorite word? (any language)
3) What was your perfect day? (or describe your perfect day)
movie: The Last Just Man
book: The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein
musical artist, song, or album: John Coltrane, My Favorite Things(album)
B)
1) Have you ever gotten over your first broken heart?
2) What is your favorite word? (any language)
3) What was your perfect day? (or describe your perfect day)
eli:
I was going to actually say in my journal, guess all the song references, I was actually listening to that anthrax song at the time....
woot woot
woot woot
jeordie:
AHHH Jager!!! yummmm
meh, who needs the standard cookie-cutter American lifestyle? fuck that shit up the bum! Just go with your own plan (or lack thereof).
Luv,
J
meh, who needs the standard cookie-cutter American lifestyle? fuck that shit up the bum! Just go with your own plan (or lack thereof).
Luv,
J
you never realise how many people work on friday night until you don't... all my freinds were working... anna finally got another job. she is now the bartender at the hot spot... so i need to go down there tonight and says hi!
bacardi 03 rum is a lot better then the malt bev... a whole lot cheaper too. i had about six shots of...
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bacardi 03 rum is a lot better then the malt bev... a whole lot cheaper too. i had about six shots of...
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raeka:
I love the movie spaceballs..... did you have your big party this saturday night? I have been sleeping away my saturday evening.... I hate work... it gets me so tired and makes me always want to be by myself.... horrid curse.... gives you money but takes away all your life and energy 
have a good weekend hun
have a good weekend hun
venice:
Thanks for your comment on my set!
i walk this life with a song in my heart,
and a devil in each hand.
as i kneel down to the blackened earth,
scorched; desolate; mourned.
to let my devils loose upon the world.
i walk a midst the darkness, and finding comfort there,
onyx shelter, for i know....
it is the very nocturn shade of my own soul.
i quit the pizza place...
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and a devil in each hand.
as i kneel down to the blackened earth,
scorched; desolate; mourned.
to let my devils loose upon the world.
i walk a midst the darkness, and finding comfort there,
onyx shelter, for i know....
it is the very nocturn shade of my own soul.
i quit the pizza place...
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articia:
totally! I'll send you a b-day present. hehe 
providencia:
http://www.iww.org/
Check it out.
Check it out.
welp... the party was rather uneventful. i did however find out that i like taquila... i was bored though... watched res2 twice. once for the movie. once for the commentary...
milla=
lol....
last night i also added a new item to my drinking list... bacardi 03. taste just like orange soda but it fucks you up... i loved it... took a lot to get me...
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milla=
lol....
last night i also added a new item to my drinking list... bacardi 03. taste just like orange soda but it fucks you up... i loved it... took a lot to get me...
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magick:
dude death cult armageddon kicks ASS.
as does that bacardi orange stuff.
as does that bacardi orange stuff.
providencia:
Man work static is the worse.
I spend about....10 hours a day there. In a week that's more time awake than I spend at home.
And if someone's purpose is to just make my stay there miserable it's just....insane.
It's like all the mice in the same cage fighting to be the first to be dissected. Or some such shit.
No freaking solidarity.
Just pathetic. People that go out of their way to hate on someone like that are just full of self-loathing.
If your esteem wasn't so fragile then who cares what people say, right?
Joke 'em if they can't take a fuck.
I spend about....10 hours a day there. In a week that's more time awake than I spend at home.
And if someone's purpose is to just make my stay there miserable it's just....insane.
It's like all the mice in the same cage fighting to be the first to be dissected. Or some such shit.
No freaking solidarity.
Just pathetic. People that go out of their way to hate on someone like that are just full of self-loathing.
If your esteem wasn't so fragile then who cares what people say, right?
Joke 'em if they can't take a fuck.
it's new years eve day.... woo hoo!!!! and thanks to mother natures shitty timing. i've got no going out money.... i'm still going to go out of course. i just really don't know where. maybe to a place in town called the hot spot. i don't know.... tell the truth i'd like to just have some friends over here and drink and watch psycho beach...
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mas69ter:
Mmmmm...yager....the main ingrediant to my favorite shot...liquiad cocaine.
Happy New Year from one of the losers sitting at home alone.
Happy New Year from one of the losers sitting at home alone.
raeka:
Happy New Years!!!! And for Friends: when a guy or girl say that.... Thats sooooo true!!! lol sad to say. I have a guy who placed me in the same category .. blah.... oh well.. 2005 bring on better times
Happy New Years sweetie!!
And for Friends: when a guy or girl say that.... Thats sooooo true!!! lol sad to say. I have a guy who placed me in the same category .. blah.... oh well.. 2005 bring on better times
Happy New Years sweetie!!
accross a chasm, i call to thee, don't you see, don't you see. my insanity, a perfect day to play, with these demons i keep internal, infernal at best. i hold them to my breast, and long for times unending. requiems better left for those departed, i amake a solemn vow. so cold am i. lost in a world unresolved... unsolved... potentials unnacceptable when you...
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heathavoid:
yeah, sadness blows.
thanks for the comment though.
thanks for the comment though.
videodrome:
bruce campbell is definately the man!
bubba ho-tep, brisco county jr., and the evil dead trilogy would be my fav's he's done.
i'm now on a mission to own all his movies..mwahahaa!
bubba ho-tep, brisco county jr., and the evil dead trilogy would be my fav's he's done.
i'm now on a mission to own all his movies..mwahahaa!
hello everybody, yup i'm alive, cause i never went to work...lol told my boss that if i wasn't there by eleven oclock i wasn't gonna be there at all. i went out to see the road at seven this morning, well yesterday seeing that it's now christmas eve morning, and kinda walked back in my apartment and crawled back into bed. my god the roads...
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magick:
Dude...a pez dispenser is an awesome idea!
Unfortunately, a present has already been purchased.
But I'm gonna keep your suggestion in mind for next year...or for someone's birthday. Thanks!
Unfortunately, a present has already been purchased.
But I'm gonna keep your suggestion in mind for next year...or for someone's birthday. Thanks!
_cyanide:
lol @ "death trap tundra"
sounds like minnesota!
sounds like minnesota!
i love snow. but damn... it looks like there's about ten inches on the ground right now... . i have to drive in that forty miles to get to work tomorrow morning at 6 am...! i did that this morning too, but now the snow that was on the road is melted and re frozen under the new snow so i get to drive on...
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techno_ballerina:
yeah dude...no snow here yet. we were due for some major flurries around 3...and this morning we found out that it had snowed 6 inches like fifty miles away from us...and the storm just barely missed st. louis. but i'm sorry you're snowed in i'm going to probably wake up and see a sea of white. joy. but...it always melts in the late afternoon anyway.
kisses.
i'm going to probably wake up and see a sea of white. joy. but...it always melts in the late afternoon anyway.
kisses.
magick:
all this snow sucks.
it makes getting around quite hard.
damn you, winter.
it makes getting around quite hard.
damn you, winter.
in you deep:
to hold you, to feel you, to kiss you, to fuck you,
critisize, a pack of lies, a cross to bare, a load to share,
joy never felt, the way you melt, a simple rose, a juxta-pose,
cries of the heart, circle the dark,
i'm in you deep, i curl and seep.
do you call this love?
do you feel my warmth?...
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to hold you, to feel you, to kiss you, to fuck you,
critisize, a pack of lies, a cross to bare, a load to share,
joy never felt, the way you melt, a simple rose, a juxta-pose,
cries of the heart, circle the dark,
i'm in you deep, i curl and seep.
do you call this love?
do you feel my warmth?...
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jeordie:
love the poem.
A bottle of Cuervo? i killed a bottle of cuervo with two guys outside a club once in downtown Providence.....
I feel your pain as far as the weather goes, New England has got the same thing going on. EWWW i hate below freezing temps. Cant wait for spring break in Sarasota, Florida, in my best friend's ranch house.
A bottle of Cuervo? i killed a bottle of cuervo with two guys outside a club once in downtown Providence.....
I feel your pain as far as the weather goes, New England has got the same thing going on. EWWW i hate below freezing temps. Cant wait for spring break in Sarasota, Florida, in my best friend's ranch house.
stupidslut:
i dont hate myself i was being sarcastic 