desireenicole

So, my boyfriend, Socalsfinest, came to stay with me Saturday night. I was sooo nervous picking him up from the airport. I was getting butterflies, couldn't stop giggling and I started to cry a little because of how nervous I was lol As soon I as I saw him standing there, I hopped out of the car, made my way to him and threw my arms around him and gave him a kiss. I swear it feels like I have always known him. Maybe we were together in a past life? We went to the movies and watched Dinner For Schmucks with my cousins. Then ate at BJ's. They have yummy pasta. And that night was our first night together. I loved falling asleep next to him and waking up to him in my arms.
Sunday was my birthday party, it was kinda fun. But yesterday we had the entire day together, just me and him. It was amazing. We stayed in watching movies, cuddling and kissing. Then went to the movie theater at the mall. We took these pictures at one of the photo booth thingys lol

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I don't like the way I look in the second one lol

Well, watched Inception. It was pretty good. Then chowed down on some McDonalds I was already feeling sad last night about him leaving. Our time went by too fast. But I know it's because of the fun I had. Time flies when you're having fun. Anyway, he left over an hour ago. I feel like somethings missing. It felt like a dream. I miss him soo much, its hard to bare it. But, I had the time of my life with him and can't wait to see him again. We didn't go out much or do anything big, but the time we spent together was amazing. I knew he was going to be amazing, and I have been in love with him from day one, but I never expected such a feeling as this. He is sweet, a gentleman, he cuddles with me, looks at me like no one ever has before. And with that look, I know he truly loves me. He gives me butterflies like no one ever has. I love him more then I've ever loved anyone else. And I have never been so nervous with anyone, about anything, kisses, hugs, talking, walking, sleeping, taking a shower, sex. I was nervous doing anything in front of him. That's weird to me lol but not in a bad way at all. I'm so in love, and I can't seem to say it enough.