Hello all! Today I feel great!!! And I feel I should tell you all what's happened in the last 2 weeks....here goes.
Two weeks ago, Tuesday, I called my doc and was prescribed Zoloft and Xanax. The Zoloft made me violently ill for three days after and I didn't go to work. That Friday I went to my parents' house in Md where I stayed til Sunday. Wayne went to Ohio where he competed in a kendo tournament and tested and is now a 2nd degree in Kendo. I came back Sunday still sick and panicked. I stayed that way for a week and again, I did not go to work. For those 8 days off, I watched a lot of tv and movies and I was a panicked mess. I was afraid to leave the house and missed Wayne's brother's birthday celebration. And in doing so, I didn't get to see his new son.
Oh and the Thursday in the first week off, I spent the day in the hospital...lovely. In a nutshell, everything I've been through in the last 23 years combined with almost losing the love of my life, my nervous system pretty much shut down on me. I hated life and had no idea what to do about anything.
I finally left the house last Thursday with Em and we went to dinner and then grocery shopping and to Target and I had a lovely time. This Sunday I went to the garden shop, by myself, and bought lots of flowers to decorate the patio.
Last night Em and I went to DAR Constitution Hall and saw Loreena McKennitt!!! She is fucking amazing!!! It was the best night I've had in a long time. And before the show, we went to Georgia Brown's for dinner. Yummy!!! Grilled swordfish, fried green tomatoes, coucous, succotash with black eyed peas, and bourbon chocolate pecan pie.
And today...I QUIT MY JOB. And that's all I have to say about that.
Two weeks ago, Tuesday, I called my doc and was prescribed Zoloft and Xanax. The Zoloft made me violently ill for three days after and I didn't go to work. That Friday I went to my parents' house in Md where I stayed til Sunday. Wayne went to Ohio where he competed in a kendo tournament and tested and is now a 2nd degree in Kendo. I came back Sunday still sick and panicked. I stayed that way for a week and again, I did not go to work. For those 8 days off, I watched a lot of tv and movies and I was a panicked mess. I was afraid to leave the house and missed Wayne's brother's birthday celebration. And in doing so, I didn't get to see his new son.
Oh and the Thursday in the first week off, I spent the day in the hospital...lovely. In a nutshell, everything I've been through in the last 23 years combined with almost losing the love of my life, my nervous system pretty much shut down on me. I hated life and had no idea what to do about anything.
I finally left the house last Thursday with Em and we went to dinner and then grocery shopping and to Target and I had a lovely time. This Sunday I went to the garden shop, by myself, and bought lots of flowers to decorate the patio.
Last night Em and I went to DAR Constitution Hall and saw Loreena McKennitt!!! She is fucking amazing!!! It was the best night I've had in a long time. And before the show, we went to Georgia Brown's for dinner. Yummy!!! Grilled swordfish, fried green tomatoes, coucous, succotash with black eyed peas, and bourbon chocolate pecan pie.
And today...I QUIT MY JOB.
And that's all I have to say about that.
poopy:
good luck cuttie ! 