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Sunday Feb 25, 2007

Feb 25, 2007
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I got the results of my MRI earlier this week....dun dun dun

No tumors, no lesions, no epilepsy, no strokes, no nothing. I'm just fucked up all by myself. So now therapy may resume as planned...hypnosis. After all the medication, all the nights of crying, the missed parties, baby showers, and other random events, all the fear of nothing, I am ready kick this disorder in the ass. I'm also possibly being tested for 4 of 6 types of ADD, which can trigger panic attacks, fun stuff. We went through my symptoms and yes, I may have at least 4 types of ADD.

I don't believe in taking pills to keep you happy. I don't believe that a tiny little pill once a day will improve my sanity. I want to get my thoughts in order, stop worrying over nothing and get on with my life. I'll be 23 next month and that means that I've had Generalized Panic Disorder and Generalize Anxiety Disorder for a little over 10 years. That's way too long for me. I want to be happy like I used to be. I want to be me and right now I can't do that. So hopefully within the coming weeks, Dr. B can use some mild hypnotherapy in combination with my cognitive therapy to start me back on the right path. smile

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