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Wednesday Jul 05, 2006

Jul 5, 2006
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As of Saturday at 7:30 pm, I will officially be starting therapy. I'm tired of panic attacks and I want them gone. I've lived with this disorder for the past 9 years and enough is enough. I don't feel nervous about this because I feel its the right thing to do.

I want to be able to travel and go to Ireland and Germany and see the world. I want to be able to drive to my parents house. I want to be able to go to the movies. I want to be able to live my life on my terms and I don't want to base my happiness on a medication. I want my happiness to come from myself, my faith, Wayne, my family and my friends, not a little orange bottle.
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hafu:
i dont trust shrinks. when i was a kid, one swore that he wouldnt tell anything - then went behind my back and told my parents everything. i hated him.
Jul 6, 2006
just1ring:
Good luck, sweetie. I hope it helps. Therapy is something I've been considering myself for my own reasons. God/dess it would be nice to just lead a happy life without the fear. Best wishes! kiss
Jul 9, 2006

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