Well I got to breathe a sigh of relief but my problems still aren't solved, the deadlines just pushed back. This does not make me any happier. This was not my idea. How does sending me away to Petaluma for a month help me get a job and apartment in Berkely? This is stuffing trouble into a drawer instead of addressing it. People are rather...
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Disregard that last entry. Setting goals for the future was apparently a huge waste of time. I've been putting a lot of thought over it for the past few hours and my brilliant idea is learning to tie a noose. Was I should say.
Its not an ideal rope but I think it'll hold. My main concern is that this will have to be tied...
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Its not an ideal rope but I think it'll hold. My main concern is that this will have to be tied...
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moongirl:
um...okay...then replace pauly shore with a bunch of vikings singing the spam song
nixon:
Oh, darlin'. I really do miss you. You'll figure something out. That does NOT involve my fire escape. 
I apologize for my years of being a whiny melodramatic jackass. Really I do. With God's help I aim to conquer this terrible affliction.
Out of desperation I'm trying to reach for the stars, achieve my goals, stop being myself, act like a normal person.
In an attempt to get drunk start working towards my ideal career of tattoo artist I am attempting to create...
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Out of desperation I'm trying to reach for the stars, achieve my goals, stop being myself, act like a normal person.
In an attempt to get drunk start working towards my ideal career of tattoo artist I am attempting to create...
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miloryan:
Hey mister, I wish you the best on getting motivated to achieve good things. I know it's in you. As far as flash art, I'm not sure I can help you with that.
I'm not sure I understand this job market thing. Actually, I'm well aware I don't understand. All day I see men with pants up to their ribcages, faces half imploded, glass eyed stares. All employed.
Its frustrating being intelligent, attractive and with an above average sence of style and yet unemplyable. Although it appeases me on a philosophical level, the fact that my misanthropy and...
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Its frustrating being intelligent, attractive and with an above average sence of style and yet unemplyable. Although it appeases me on a philosophical level, the fact that my misanthropy and...
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lola:
I wish you much luck finding a way to pay the bills....and a way to stay around here at the same time. I know it's not necessarily the same thing.
As for SF/SGSFing type stuff? If you want me to be a part of those things you'd better email me soon...I can't honestly say how much longer I'll be around these parts...
As for SF/SGSFing type stuff? If you want me to be a part of those things you'd better email me soon...I can't honestly say how much longer I'll be around these parts...
noelani:
Jobs... blahrg.
I just found one that seems like it'll work for me.
What is it that you do... or rather, would like to do for a job. Besides killing cuddly things.
I just found one that seems like it'll work for me.
What is it that you do... or rather, would like to do for a job. Besides killing cuddly things.
Old News: The world has ended.
New News: Cake sounds really good right now. I've had a craving to attend a wedding all week and seeing Corpse Bride and this desire for cake isn't helping.
Weddings have free booze, free food, free cake and are generally hilarious.
I'd love to have a wedding someday if it didn't involve getting married. It would be at least...
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New News: Cake sounds really good right now. I've had a craving to attend a wedding all week and seeing Corpse Bride and this desire for cake isn't helping.
Weddings have free booze, free food, free cake and are generally hilarious.
I'd love to have a wedding someday if it didn't involve getting married. It would be at least...
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elisabeth:
I feel the same way about weddings. 
Still so far from what I want to be doing. Alone in a dark house, just me and some cats. A carton of cloves, a cabinet of absinthe. Painting scorpions and spinal columns until I die young and gorgeous.
I could have sworn at the start of the week there was only one archive girl in my favourites.
I could have sworn at the start of the week there was only one archive girl in my favourites.
Didn't get the job. Again. I am unemployable. Leaving to drop off another hundred applications once again. I might as well just move back in with my parents now 
nixon:
Shenzi says she'll pay you to pet her. Only, all she's got is hair to pay you in.
Shenzi says she'll pay you to pet her. Only, all she's got is hair to pay you in.
I want hashbrowns. I miss Portland.
nixon:
awwww.
I'd make you hashbrowns, but it's a well-known fact that I'm incapable ofmaking the damn things. They just turn to grey mush.
I'd make you hashbrowns, but it's a well-known fact that I'm incapable ofmaking the damn things. They just turn to grey mush.
I've reached my target weight and lost 20lbs. I guess this famine helped me shed the last 5. But I don't look or feel like I imagined 120lbs to be. I keep saying 10 more lbs but now thats getting a little creepy. So 5 more. Okay, maybe 10 but thats it. After that I'll just have to tone.
I don't like asking for help,...
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nixon:
Hi, my name is Anorexia Nervosa...
Glad you're feeling a bit better. Me too.
Glad you're feeling a bit better. Me too.
miloryan:
What, you live in the bay area and you're not a progarmer techie yet? What's the deal man?
I'll stop whining when I stop being broke, unemployed and out of food. Things are not looking good and by not good I mean rock bottom. I'm probably going to have to either ask my parents for money or start panhandling. Clearly there is something wrong with me. Theres something in my face or voice that tells employers not to hire me.
How did I...
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shal:
Every time you post on the boards, it looks like your avatar there is peeking out looking at your words.
It's amusing to me.
That sucks about your financial situation. I hope you find some less-shitty potential employers soon.
It's amusing to me.
That sucks about your financial situation. I hope you find some less-shitty potential employers soon.