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Goddammit. MisterSatan can go to Hell.

In other news, I seem to be drinking a lot. Never enough to get plastered, just a steady intoxication from 8pm to 2am every day and its kinda adding up. I wish the liquor store was closer. Or that there was something else to do. I think I'm starting to feel the cabin fever.

Barely smoking though. As it...
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posh:
nerubians would be awesome ...
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Ah Morrissey, you have a song for all 101 flavours of teenage angst <3

What she said :
"How come someone hasn't noticed
That I'm dead
And decided to bury me?
God knows, I'm ready!"
La-la-la ...

What she said was sad
But then, all the rejection she's had
To pretend to be happy
Could only be idiocy
La-la-la ...


What she said was not...
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nixon:
That took a study? Some one paid for that study?

You're cute when you're emo.
nixon:
I'm not making light of it, I know it sucks. kiss
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Damn EMO virus. Alchohol weakens your immune system to it. Now I have to stay offline and away from phones until the feeling that I'm a complete failure and will continue to stay one passes again.

Although a pretty big failure in life at this point all my role models and peers are 4-8 years older than me. I keep saying I have 4-8 years...
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nixon:
Secure home. What a bizarre concept to me.

I think your crush rules are correct. Don't consider yourself replaced, however, just moved to a more secure spot on my list. I think your trial period is over. Now I'll let you stick around as long as you want.wink
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I found cigarettes. Yesterday. Not just any cigarettes of course. My Djarum Specials. But I haven't had one yet. Because I'm a masochist.

I've been dangling them in front of me to the point of salavation. Soon it will be time for salvation. If not tonight, tomorrow.

I've been thinking of changing my last name to Carabas. Remind me to lecture you on why someday....
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nixon:
Right. Goggles. It's very Joel-Peter Witkin in my head. Who also seems fascinated by corgis. Which is odd.
nixon:
And as for my crush field, I'm going to have to find SOME way to entertain myself once I'm back in SF. I've been doing some research.
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I'm going to be a gothic Howard Hughes when I grow up.

I'm already neurotic and date girls made from awesome, I'm just fucking penniless...

For instance my new house has three bathrooms, only one of these bathrooms has a fully functioning door. One will lock you inside if you ever close the door and the other has no door whatsoever. I couldn't rinse my...
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missshell:
nothing to do with anything..but i think your artwork is beautiful
missshell:
so the government is fucked...
but the boys and the accents are dreamy

american accent=wetness.
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So where to begin? This new city I call home: Cheshire, Oregon...

Good news! They paved the road all the way up to the driveway! For joy! Our house... has three bathrooms. Only one of these bathrooms has a fully functioning door. One will lock you inside if you ever close the door and the other has no door whatsoever. I couldn't rinse my toothbrush...
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I didn't get a chance to eat much of the ice cream and I forgot the soda completely which is saddening.

I wonder if I'll get to make out again this year. I wonder what I'll do for my birthday. Maybe I can go to Portland for the SGB show and stay for Halloween. Maybe I'll take up sport hunting and chewing tobacco because I...
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nixon:
I see some action in your near future...

oh God its five am and I cant spell....

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ninadelamorte:
ah....i thought you looked familiar wink
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In celebration of... umm...

Anyway I overdrew my account on ice cream, soda, vodka and pizza! Huzzah!

On a scale of one to ten my life just moved up from negative three to negative two. Yay! This means its safe to post and update on the site without uncontrollable breakdowns of depression and/or being a complete emo fuck.

Seriously though, those arteries are harder to...
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tawnya:
Hey baby! You're back. Has this been for long? I have a notoriously short attention span. Kisses! kiss
annalee:
yeah, will be fine though I guess
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Those arteries are deeper than they look but I have the rest of my life to keep trying.

I can't express the fear, the dissapointment and the despair I'm feeling and just how much I want to die. I guess its time to go anonymous.
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Okay, okay... I'm calm. and when I say calm I mean drunk.

Faux absinthe, while horrible straight as well with the traditional sugar cube, is in fact acceptable when mixed with root beer.

You certainly wouldn't want to use the same alchohol/soda ratio as you would an average mixed drink. add half the amount you would other liqour and you will already find what once...
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nixon:
This is a mystery indeed.Currently: me, Fanny, Odette, Reagan, Chloe and Reno dancing, Fractal on merch. Akemi (whose name in Texas is aparrently pronounced "Acme") will join us for a while later to help with merch.

I have decided that you are the official SG refugee, who will never actually be homeless because there are 800 of us plus the archive.