desidia

Well I got to breathe a sigh of relief but my problems still aren't solved, the deadlines just pushed back. This does not make me any happier. This was not my idea. How does sending me away to Petaluma for a month help me get a job and apartment in Berkely? This is stuffing trouble into a drawer instead of addressing it. People are rather irritating and the noose is still looking appealing, I was kind of looking forward to it. Wouldn't have to deal with all this bullshit.

Someone just give me a fucking job, it shouldn't be this difficult. I don't care how shitty the job is, someone please just recognize this is an intelligent, attractive young man who desperately needs food and shelter and will perform better than yourself and all your employees combined.

I just. Want. A. Fucking. Job.

Fine. Whatever. It makes no difference if I'm being responsible or sensible, its time to get angry drunk and potentially break and smash things.

Grrr.... don't want to be angry drunk. I want to be employed.