oh! heres something to update about! and I'll move it to the top of the page. Ex-suicidegirls, I never understood why, but they call little ol' me sometimes. hateful erin doesn't... but Dia and Xiolah do.
Current Sg's don't call me... its all coincidence, but still rather interesting.
Anyway, I've decided Dia and Xiolah should trade voices. Dia seems strong and intense and she's almost a decade older then me, but she has the sweetest voice,
Xiolah's almost 2 years younger then me and yet she sounds... I want to say gruff, but feminine and not so negative, I don't want to say chainsmoker either.
Voices are never like you expect them when people are just words and pictures.
I remember meeting someone after knowing them online for ages and their voice was such a shock, I didn't even stop to think that she had one.
still, Xiolah and Dia should trade voices.
I'm trying to update, but its not working.
I used to love getting 2 pages of comments, but not really anymore. It flatters me to no end, but I hate having to click on page 2 to see if theres anything new.
My mind is fried and I blame spring fever.
I had a dream for hours were I was a fairy, chased, oppressed and hunted in a Catholic church.
But there was a part where I ran into a friend and we had an intense session of grinding while we had a conversation/ coming to terms about us and our past; how we used to have a thing except I did'nt want to grind her or go out with her but she tried, she liked me & wanted me. but she had me straddling her with my legs wrapped around her while we talked and then she got this sly look on her face and said she wasn't cumming, but it was obvious she was and just the devious way she was suppressing it was so fucking hot...
I hate spring fever, I hate how easily influenced I am by natural urges by those stupid hormones and genes. I hate my body, I hate being they same decaying organic matter as everything else, I want to be something else, a beautiful and unique snow flake.
I hate having to suppress the urge to jump people.
I hate sleeping all day and then getting back on the computer and expecting a few e-mails or comments and its just e-bay sharing great savings with me, I wish I could block them but then I wouldn't get my auction updates and notifications.
Being a fairy was pretty cool, but I love it best when I have wings.
I hope I get out of the house soon.
Current Sg's don't call me... its all coincidence, but still rather interesting.
Anyway, I've decided Dia and Xiolah should trade voices. Dia seems strong and intense and she's almost a decade older then me, but she has the sweetest voice,
Xiolah's almost 2 years younger then me and yet she sounds... I want to say gruff, but feminine and not so negative, I don't want to say chainsmoker either.
Voices are never like you expect them when people are just words and pictures.
I remember meeting someone after knowing them online for ages and their voice was such a shock, I didn't even stop to think that she had one.
still, Xiolah and Dia should trade voices.
I'm trying to update, but its not working.
I used to love getting 2 pages of comments, but not really anymore. It flatters me to no end, but I hate having to click on page 2 to see if theres anything new.
My mind is fried and I blame spring fever.
I had a dream for hours were I was a fairy, chased, oppressed and hunted in a Catholic church.
But there was a part where I ran into a friend and we had an intense session of grinding while we had a conversation/ coming to terms about us and our past; how we used to have a thing except I did'nt want to grind her or go out with her but she tried, she liked me & wanted me. but she had me straddling her with my legs wrapped around her while we talked and then she got this sly look on her face and said she wasn't cumming, but it was obvious she was and just the devious way she was suppressing it was so fucking hot...
I hate spring fever, I hate how easily influenced I am by natural urges by those stupid hormones and genes. I hate my body, I hate being they same decaying organic matter as everything else, I want to be something else, a beautiful and unique snow flake.
I hate having to suppress the urge to jump people.
I hate sleeping all day and then getting back on the computer and expecting a few e-mails or comments and its just e-bay sharing great savings with me, I wish I could block them but then I wouldn't get my auction updates and notifications.
Being a fairy was pretty cool, but I love it best when I have wings.
I hope I get out of the house soon.
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hatefulerin:
why would i call you? i live with you... some of the time at least.
hatefulerin:
what, i can't love and hate at the same time?