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desidia

that colossal wreck, boundless and bare

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Sunday Nov 30, 2003

Nov 30, 2003
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so it just struck me.

my last relationship ended... sometime in spring and I was thinking, why was I even dating at all? sure I know why I was dating her, gorgeous chauffer, nymphomaniac sugar momma but honestly I can't understand why I was there in the first place.

It was because I was a different person then, back when I was 18. she took my virginity and maybe I felt I owed her something. Really I think I just wanted to be cool then, and it felt cool for a while, until hi-school ended.

Someone suggested to me that I date one of my friends and I was dumb-founded. I used to pine over anything, fantasize or plot about dating a dozen people but this time the though hadn't occured to me. I haven't even thought about dating in months.

...I just thought that was interesting. Its nice to know I'm over people, theres no point in them. I don't even crave the make-outs really anymore, although yesterday I had a craving for tits... surreal

anyway, the moral is you all suck, and if you ask me out I'll laugh in your face

oh yeah, and since I only got two birthday presents and I'm 200$ short on rent, can I have some money? any small amount would be appreciated and I'd love you forever smile

I promise
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jayne:
i'm going to get the day off for ROTK, so i could take you to that if you want....i'm so excited biggrin
and maybe i'll get you some pop corn with nasty yellow butter-like stuff on it, or whatever else you fancy.

yay for not laughing in my face... blush

Dec 1, 2003
gwendolyn:
Awww.

You would laugh in my face.

frown
Dec 3, 2003

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