desidia

it was about fucking time I updated. but I'm lazy
Pirate Thursday was great as always especially w/ Flux and Thursday! I felt fine the next morning, but once I started walking to the bus my legs said "uhh... wtf are you doing?" and I said "walking" and they said "..."

been working on a birthday party invitation list, but all its 2/3's suicidegirls so far... not sure what I'm going to do about that yet.

I want to play spin the bottle.
now, not at the birthday party. well maybe at the birthday party too.
I'm stealing the week away for myself. I want to practice throwing parties.


living on my own + job - college = happiness. doing my own grocery shopping = a blast. 5 kinds of cheese, 2 kinds of meat, bagels, junior mints and a pickle.
roomates dog sheds too much. damn dogs.

but life is good, which is weird, I take depression for granted. I keep going to write angst and bitterness but I have none.

drew a fucking hot picture of RoxyPixie
drew a hot picture of Gwendolyn

oh yeah, and since I don't drink coffee I think my coffee pot needs a goldfish, think he could eat my betta's bloodworm food?

another question: why do I only get REALLY REALLY horny at like 5:00am when no ones up? never around people.
soooo horny right now I could cry, I'm sure you wanted to hear that

oh, and all that stuff about not being depressed? I lied all I have to do today was cut my hair and buy some bleach, but I still want to crawl back into bed and never come out