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Wednesday Dec 21, 2005

Dec 21, 2005
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I'd trade my entire wishlist to have gotten a job in Berkely back in September. Tonight I'm naturally emo but its not much better than clinical.

I came extremely close to winning $3,000 in the lottery yesterday. That would have been nice.

My goals are going backwards and turning into pipedreams and "Hitting rock bottom isn't a goddamn seminar, it not a weekend retreat" has new meaning to me. Before it meant it took effort, now I realize it also means theres nothing to learn.
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ninadelamorte:
i keep having to remind myself that my life problems are really not that horrible and that others have it way worse.

i allowed myself 2 hours of self pity yesterday. now i'm focusing on what i need to do to change the things making me miserable.

that's pretty good time. it used to be days,weeks, months sometimes years of poor,poor me before i'd slap myself in the face and yell "get ovr it!"

Dec 23, 2005
morgan:
Silly secret: to me you're kind of an SG celeb so I get all excited when you post in my journal! blush

Going to prom this year? If so we should actually introduce ourselves...I saw you at prom but I'm surprised I was brave enough to say hi to most of the people I did, normally I can barely bring myself to talk to small animals.

Whoa, I just confessed to chatting with small animals. Awesome.
Dec 23, 2005

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