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Thursday Oct 27, 2005

Oct 27, 2005
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I think I finally went crazy. I felt the anxiety even before I woke up. Really bad. Everything feels wrong. I can't function. Can't focus enough to even make breakfast let alone get anything done. Maybe I should get myself committed.

I'm losing my sence of "do's" and "don'ts". I don't like the things that are coming out of my mouth and I'm already regretting the things I haven't said yet.

I have to go back to sleep and pray it goes away. I have to get rid of the feeling by Saturday or I won't get on a bus, I'll be in the fetus position in my bed all weekend. Maybe someday I'll be medicated again.
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yumchen:
I lived out there for 2 years and was able to slowly migrate back to eugene. Eugene isn't big except when compared to Cheshire (I lived in Burp Hollow to be exact). Now I am in Klamath Falls blackeyed
Oct 28, 2005
shal:
U R TEH HOTTEST GIRL ON TEH SITE
Oct 28, 2005

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