and then I updated, and there was much rejoicing and comments.
but really the browser timed out and I forgot what I was going to say
but really the browser timed out and I forgot what I was going to say
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insomnia strikes at the most inoppurtune moments.
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Screw class, I think I'll stay here and feel disoriented instead.
to combat 'the wakes I played shinobi (PS2) until 11am. I actually got a blister, how nostalgic is that?
of course I wasn't attracted to men (or even girls really) back when I'd play videogames until my hands bled but just let me say that Hotsuma...
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Screw class, I think I'll stay here and feel disoriented instead.
to combat 'the wakes I played shinobi (PS2) until 11am. I actually got a blister, how nostalgic is that?
of course I wasn't attracted to men (or even girls really) back when I'd play videogames until my hands bled but just let me say that Hotsuma...
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machine_boy:
absinthe & nick cave, that's my kind of night.
hatefulerin:
so did you edit your journal entry, or was i drunk and just thought it said nick cage?
anyway, I had a dream there was SB slumber party, it was pretty fun, no SG's, but thats probably the way it would be. Even my dreams are modest, like the one where Rose called but I was too afraid to call her back.
Anyway, I don't know if they should do a suicideboys, but if they are, I hope they hurry up and do...
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thursday:
shoot up the town.
co-ed suicide sleepover
do it with cameras
co-ed suicide sleepover
do it with cameras
chicoboprincess:
i had a dream that I was active and then I was!
SURPRISE!
SURPRISE!
no amount of anti-depressants will make the world any less depressing 
*sigh*
when I grow up I want to shoot professional ice skaters for a living. Either that or kill children in their sleep.
I'll probably end up the assistant manager of a barnes and nobles
I thought this was America, where you could put babies on spikes if you wanted to.
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false alarm
*sigh*
when I grow up I want to shoot professional ice skaters for a living. Either that or kill children in their sleep.
I'll probably end up the assistant manager of a barnes and nobles
I thought this was America, where you could put babies on spikes if you wanted to.
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false alarm
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paulsandman:
hey hey Barnes & Nobles rocks and if your assistant manager and someone comes up to you and askes "where is Christian lit" Then you can say "right here next to the books on Satanism" then you can roll your eyes back and start chanting in what sounds like tongues but is really just you saying "here is section please make a selection and have a good day" But it really funny saying it in a scary voice with your eyes rolled back in your head. Anyways could be worse you could end up working a Wal Mart.
machine_boy:
I always found that my anti-depressants went down with a shoot of vodka or two... That's my perscription.
its getting harder and harder not to vomit
*typical desidiaglare through clovesmoke*
14 years was a pretty good run though. I barely remember what it feels like.
I really want to cut my hair, but I'm afraid it'll turn out bad and right before the party this weekend, know the feeling? haircuts... what strange things they are.
PS. I don't want to ride greyhound to...
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*typical desidiaglare through clovesmoke*
14 years was a pretty good run though. I barely remember what it feels like.
I really want to cut my hair, but I'm afraid it'll turn out bad and right before the party this weekend, know the feeling? haircuts... what strange things they are.
PS. I don't want to ride greyhound to...
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onefoolishline:
*peers through clouds of clove smoke and says*
haircuts= bane of my existence...much much feared and usually resented.
now hair DYE...
btw...DO NOT give up ice cream...EVER... that is all...
haircuts= bane of my existence...much much feared and usually resented.
now hair DYE...
btw...DO NOT give up ice cream...EVER... that is all...
hatefulerin:
um, the party is next weekend, not this weekend. so it would be kinda silly if you rode the greyhound down on the wrong weekend...
oh! heres something to update about! and I'll move it to the top of the page. Ex-suicidegirls, I never understood why, but they call little ol' me sometimes. hateful erin doesn't... but Dia and Xiolah do.
Current Sg's don't call me... its all coincidence, but still rather interesting.
Anyway, I've decided Dia and Xiolah should trade voices. Dia seems strong and intense and she's almost...
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Current Sg's don't call me... its all coincidence, but still rather interesting.
Anyway, I've decided Dia and Xiolah should trade voices. Dia seems strong and intense and she's almost...
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hatefulerin:
why would i call you? i live with you... some of the time at least.
hatefulerin:
what, i can't love and hate at the same time?
miss. hatefulerin having owed me $5 snagged me a pack of red djarums while out today. bless her soul.
now I can cut up my lungs instead of my arms and all is right with the world again. no more whiny morbid shitty goth prose for a while.
mmmmm... cloves
then it was depression/boredom again
jesus christ I'm a loser
now I can cut up my lungs instead of my arms and all is right with the world again. no more whiny morbid shitty goth prose for a while.
mmmmm... cloves
then it was depression/boredom again
jesus christ I'm a loser
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thursday:
are you always drunk when we talk?
catboner:
maybe you should smoke a bowl.
Then I went and killed myself with a utility knife. Because thats what I've always wanted to do. The Warcraft III expansion pack just wasn't making he hold on like it used to and summer was going to be a joke and lets face it, I wasn't getting going to get any prettier. And here I was the life pouring out of my right arm...
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prudence:
hey- if i get you a ticket, a ride, and a place to stay, you don't get a date for the prom. you're going to be my boytoy for the night.
i would like you on a long black leash
i would parade you down the high streets
i would like you on a long black leash
i would parade you down the high streets
jayne:
sweet boy 
thank you Hans
thank you Hans
Today in ancient philosophy we read the creation myths of Babylon. Naturally I ended up sketching down designs for Tiamat the All-Mother. At least then I don't feel so guilty about drawing in class. There were no descriptions of her, but I've been made fairly aware that she's either a dragon or some kind of beast.
Mine ended up a ceremonial dragon of sorts with...
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gingerlie:
oh shit you are a scorpio. fucking scorpio boys. jesus christ i can never get away form them. hah
bionicfemme:
That sketch sounds awesome.
I am totally obsessed with mythology.
I think we are living in a scientific post age of reason world that needs to believe in fairy tales again.
I am totally obsessed with mythology.
I think we are living in a scientific post age of reason world that needs to believe in fairy tales again.
I play my arm like the violin
A razor is my bow
I am a musician
boredom is an understatement
daphne descends
A razor is my bow
I am a musician
boredom is an understatement
daphne descends
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chicoboprincess:
update already 
mirkwoodmaiden:
im working on finding out what ytpe of spider that is 4 ya. i work with a nature inst so it wont take long.
oh just forget I said anything about smoking
I forget to forget nothing is important
I'm watching Eddie Izzard on Conan, did you know he has an emmy? I didn't
heh. Death of a Salesmen, performed by Hamburgler.
so, ummm, yeah; no more coffee for me. too riled up to sleep, video games can't hold my attention, same with books.
no one to play with,...
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prudence:
it was good. sometimes there's just nothing like a good hot bowl of soup on a cold night.
disappearhere:
I drink tea.
Earl Gray or English Breakfast or Peppermint or Camomile. Mmmmmm.........tea.
Why is everyone all "eddie izzard, eddie izzard" lately?!?!
Am I a hermit who knows not of pop culture or what?!?!
I watch Conan, I see no eddie izzard!!
Maybe I just spend too much time on this damn site.
It's better than drugs.
Earl Gray or English Breakfast or Peppermint or Camomile. Mmmmmm.........tea.
Why is everyone all "eddie izzard, eddie izzard" lately?!?!
Am I a hermit who knows not of pop culture or what?!?!
I watch Conan, I see no eddie izzard!!
Maybe I just spend too much time on this damn site.
It's better than drugs.
yeah, this used to be something about smoking, and how since i can do it in my apartment, i don't meet people like i would were i to go outside for a cigarette
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desidia:
I award myself with the title of "least offensive adolescent male of 1997"
lila:
we are twins. it's been proven.
unfortunately i am right handed.
in fact, i am so right handed that my left hand is retarded out of sheer uselessness.
unfortunately i am right handed.
in fact, i am so right handed that my left hand is retarded out of sheer uselessness.
molly?