desided

no more negativity. Promise, for a while anyway.

Narrowly avoided having a kid again I should be drunk somewhere making someone laugh and bashfully eye-humping a barmaid or cashier girl or just working girls. I'm jealous of students. Like pretty much everyone that works. I hope they have lots of fun now and lots of pain later. Which makes me love a working girl thats still happy and cute. Shows they must be made of tougher stuff than the overal majority. Not to say being a student isnt hard graft, sometimes im in awe at the amount of crap people can write when their drunken lie-in existence is threatened. You also get the ones that work hard, ridiculously hard and deserve everything because of the hard crazy hours and work and competition/stress etc. I like those people too

On another note, not so "Ranty" I'm wondering if people can really change, say someone becoming really focused when they are all apathetic normally?