desert_rose

My whole goal for losing weight last year was to be on suicide girls. I hung up the logo all over my apartment in pasadena and looked at it while I was on my cabbage soup diet, before I went to Ballys twice a day, before I would eat that dreyers ice cream (which I should say my will power has gotten a lot stronger because my boyfriend works there and gets free ice cream). I had a picture of a naked girl in my bathroom and got it into my head that that is what I wanted my body to look like.

So ... I finally went shopping since I've been on this fuckin' diet. And I realized... "damn, I've lost a lot of weight!" At the beginning of last year I was a size 13... which is super huge for me since I'm 5'3 and have a small frame. Well... when I went to Mervyns, all the clothes I was trying on were Mediums and size 7's!! SIZE 7'S!!! I couldn't fuckin' believe it. Not quite a size 5, which is my goal, but pretty fuckin' close! I haven't been a size 7 since my sophomore year in high school and I was completely shocked! I think I'm still in shock, as I'm sitting here eating a whole box of Samoans from the girlscout in my family.