...to the only thing produced in the desert: death
...to the blood spot that has since turned black on hwy 138 where my brother almost died.
...to all the friends who are long deceased: Sean, Jennifer, Ed
...To all the pets who never came back: Peaches, Tigger, Scruffy
...To my $1.50 raise I just got yesterday morning
...To... Read More
So I got done writing a poem about the desert entitled "goodbye" because I'm so happy to say I am moving, one way or another, to Las Vegas in the next 2 or 3 months.
And here is the story of my life...
My car got totalled this morning. I got rear-ended by a fucking redneck on the corner of Bear Valley Road and 2nd... Read More
I may be one ugly motherfucker at times (especially when I wake up or after a shower when I don't have any eyebrows or makeup) but...
A lot of the new suicide girls I've seen (and older ones for that matter) are FUCKIN' UGLY!!!!!! If I were you, I'd keep my mouth shut about being on this site cause no ones gonna believe you... seriously.... Read More
your favorite tv shows rock!! I know what you mean in your journal, if I see another girl show off the hair growing in her ass crack I'm going to Hell yeah Bruce Campbell! You should go look at my pics.
I ate dinner at burger basket last night and I am still feeling the after effects. I changed my ways of eating and I can't seem to handle food like that anymore.
I had a mushroom burger (no meat) and the mushrooms were "sauteed" (or rather drowned) in butter while the rest of the burger was comprised of cheese, thousand island and bread. And I... Read More
So I've been told that I'm too "boyish" - even though I don't see it. My boyfriend decided that he wants me to be more of a girl and he told me he wants my nails to be done and me to get pedicures and my eyebrows waxed (grow them back, that is). So, I'll do it. I'll be your fuckin' arm candy.
I was just going to say what Tadzi said. dont do anything you dont want to. i have been with plent of men like that, and it makes you more unhappy about yourself than you want to be. do what you want and enjoy life, life is to short to be unhappy!!!
I don't know if it's things just getting progressively worse, and me just getting used to it. I believe in Karmah, so I think this is some atonement for something, some transgression. I've had my share of good fortune in dark events. I don't know; maybe we're both just waiting for that pendulum to swing back the other way.
My whole goal for losing weight last year was to be on suicide girls. I hung up the logo all over my apartment in pasadena and looked at it while I was on my cabbage soup diet, before I went to Ballys twice a day, before I would eat that dreyers ice cream (which I should say my will power has gotten a lot stronger... Read More