i just watched the movie But I'm A Cheerleader for the first time, and it was really good. made me kinda sad. it really made me think a lot about the only girl i have ever really loved. we were best friends over the summer starting my jr year of high school and hung out everyday after meeting then became best friends who had lesbian sex after finally admitting our attraction to each other...and she was and still is the most beautiful girl in the world to me. she completely understood me like no one else.
however, she is also the biggest bitch in the world. we would always be getting into fights and ending our relationship, then starting again. it finally ended for the last time about 2 years ago when she hooked up with the guy i was seeing. i told her i hated her and hoped she died.
but i still thought about her everyday, and tried to find a girl who would be better than her..
then, after moving out and gaining internet access whenever i wanted, i added her on facebook...and finally got up the courage to talk to her. she missed me as well. we caught up on things, she apologized, and i told her i was always in love with her. she told me she was too.
around thanksgiving break, we were both back home from college, and were planning on meeting up. i was extremely nervous, and went to my friends house to wait. i ended up getting quite drunk by the time she showed up. she wanted me to come spend the night at her house, so i did. i was soooo nervous the whole time.
we talked a little, hung out with her parents, and went to bed. sometime during the night, i woke up to her cuddled up next to me kissing my chest. i was very out of it, still drunk, and scared shitless and just rolled over. that is all i remember of that. next morning, i wake up and drive to work. i text her asking if she wants to get together again. she ignored all my texts and phone calls, and ims since then. i dont know why. that is what i get for falling in love with a heartless bitch.
but i still love her, and miss her so much... i would give anything to have her.
so, yeah. there is my little pity story
however, she is also the biggest bitch in the world. we would always be getting into fights and ending our relationship, then starting again. it finally ended for the last time about 2 years ago when she hooked up with the guy i was seeing. i told her i hated her and hoped she died.
but i still thought about her everyday, and tried to find a girl who would be better than her..
then, after moving out and gaining internet access whenever i wanted, i added her on facebook...and finally got up the courage to talk to her. she missed me as well. we caught up on things, she apologized, and i told her i was always in love with her. she told me she was too.
around thanksgiving break, we were both back home from college, and were planning on meeting up. i was extremely nervous, and went to my friends house to wait. i ended up getting quite drunk by the time she showed up. she wanted me to come spend the night at her house, so i did. i was soooo nervous the whole time.
we talked a little, hung out with her parents, and went to bed. sometime during the night, i woke up to her cuddled up next to me kissing my chest. i was very out of it, still drunk, and scared shitless and just rolled over. that is all i remember of that. next morning, i wake up and drive to work. i text her asking if she wants to get together again. she ignored all my texts and phone calls, and ims since then. i dont know why. that is what i get for falling in love with a heartless bitch.
but i still love her, and miss her so much... i would give anything to have her.
so, yeah. there is my little pity story
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Do your recognize the girl on the right? She may have not been working. The other girl works there too, but I dont know her, hah.
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