desdenova

I'm tired of being a faceless name. Unfortuneately, I have neither a digital camera or a scanner. If someone could be a hero and save me from anonymity it would be greatly appreciated.

it's so easy to forget while the sun is up, you're up and you feel like everything is ok. But then you dream, and when you dream as vividly as I do, it makes everything come back full circle.

The worst feeling in the world is to lose something and know you may never be able to get it back.

The more I think about it the more I realize I don't want to cook for the rest of my life. Oh shit what do I do now?

Hell yeah for the first Seattle snow. Maybe we can have a wintery winter this year

My voice is completely gone due to illness. Luckily I have a master's degree in psychic pantomime

All right. Now I'm seriously pissed off. How can someone who claims to be such a good friend be so completely arrogant as to accuse you of a multitude of emotional transgressions with out ever once asking for your slightest opinion on anything? Someone who narcissistically assumes they have perfect insight into the way you're thinking be so completely wrong?

New mantra: But I still want her to.

today's mantra: She doesn't want you.

Im back in Seattle. The really real world sucks.

i'm leaving tonight for Vegas, and I have a lot of stuff to think about while I'm there. My ex is single again, having kicked her bf out, and i don't know what to do. This is a very complicated situation with a whole bunch of history behind it. I'm losing sleep

Happy birthday to me..... Please god don't let it suck as bad as last years. I don't think it will though. Every year I take stock of what has happened to me, how I dealt with it and what it means for the future. I think about what I need to do in order to make the constant inner battle i've struggled with for years...
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