I think i'm almost well now. I have to stay healthy for the next two weeks of rediculousness leading up to finals. 1 essay, 1 research paper, 1 massive video game, and one movie.
My finger tips are silver and on the verge of splitting open from playing so much today.
We just started this campus-wide game called Assassin where you basicly have to kill assigned targets by slapping a sticker on them. You don't know who is after you, and all you get is your targets' names. We are in teams of... Read More
i got your cd today! thank you very much! i love it! im listening to it for the second time right now. i love your song! great! i really like the accompanying paper explaining the songs and the cursive. i need to go buy their cds now. and awhile ago i went and bought three bright eyes cds looking for that last song, not knowing its name and then you put it on there. you ROCK!!! have a happy valentines day. and i just noticed youre a pisces as well! hell yeah! good luck on assassin.
Woo. I get to write cd reviews for Love, Chicago magazine now. I'm pumped.
I decided that once my account expires I'm gonna be inactive until either I get a job or a gift account.
I'm applying for various jobs now so hopefully, i'll be able to buy my way back in. I'm just glad I was lucky enough to have the beautiful vague to... Read More
How do I miss a train, then get on a train in the wrong direction, stranding me in the suburbs, nearly having to sleep in a train station, but instead sleeping in a freezing basement, with my contacts in, with no food, or shower, waking up at 5:45 and walking 20 minutes to the trainstation and I'm less tired now than when I have to... Read More
i don't really know how i feel about it - i mean, they didn't put her in the archive (which is what they do with girls who leave the site - their pictures stay up but their journal and friends list dissappear) which seems to me to be a sign of respect for her active involvement in the community and concern for those who were her friends through it. it also seems to me that most girls on here didn't do it just for the money (so to speak) - that being a suicide girl was a choice they made that reflects part of who they are, so in a sense taking her off the site could be seen as invalidating that part of her life. being a suicide girl to me is more then getting paid and making money for a site being naked online - it's a community and a statement, a part of my identity. i wouldn't want that part to be erased. obviously i can't speak for her, or what she would have wanted, but it seems to me to be a sign of respect that they've left her not only on the site but as an active member. they make money on all the girls on the site, but not just on their nudity but their participation and place in the community. in my understanding, they're not making any more money by leaving her up than they would have by removing her, and leaving her as a member of the site at least preserves that part of her life, both in her memory and for those who knew her here.
of course, it's a difficult subject - i'm sure they haven't been faced with this type of thing before.
It was kind of a sad thing and took me a while to decide, but it never really healed, so it got irritated easily, it got in the way of kissing, also resulting in irritation, and it was preventing me from joining the workforce.
Oh well, I can always get it redone at a later date, but for now I... Read More
Aww. that makes me sad. I'm about to get mine done I think. If you're ever in teh Tacoma/Seattle area, there's a guy named Bones at Dragon's Lair who could redo it if you wanted, he's bad ass at piercings.
Well things are getting better. I'm no longer feeling incredibly crappy and after tomorrow I'm done with classes. The weekend should be exciting, with lots of visits from friends, Fight Club at midnight at the Music Box, and the Criteria show. Probably throw some hookah in there for good measure. It should be a good weekend and hopefully bring me out of this sad mood.... Read More
I hope you stay well!