derelict

I'm a mess, thanks for your concern.

hahah yes i'm sure it was worth it i

OK you better.

If Im back by then.

It does seem that death is in the air lately. But I don't want to be all gloomy. What's new with you?
Dave
All Ages Zine

i operate under the proven motto that things can *always* get worse.

Whats going on, when are you coming north?

i miss you

Sorry but I dont believe in love never have been in love and I thank that some of us are meant to never be happy maybe Im just meant to make others see there worth but no one has ever given me any respect they always levee me after they get to know me, the emotion I fell the most is loneliness because Im always alone I hold my self in the regard that every one else does, if you are told something enough you start to believe it the only compliment I have ever got has been for my art and most of my life that wasnt complimented.


If it wasnt for your mistakes you wouldnt be the person you are and the person you will become.

hey, i'll be in town the 20th of May through the 1 of June... email me your phone # and i'll call you once i get in!

What's up? Ya OK? Let us know if you ever get up NKY way so we can hang out! Me and Wifey are going out Sat. night I think. Come up and join us!

Hey sweetie how was the weekend did you have fun?...Anything new? How are the little ones doing?

stumbled across a story you posted in a group and thought I'd check out more about you, where you were from, etc.

story starts off "I have a fuuny story for those who were there, and now for you guys....but not for me"

anyways, yes I like the vampire erotica but actually picked the Anita Blake series up thinking it was just a sci-fi murder mystery when cruising the eisles of B&N one day. Bought the first one, read it in like 2 days... went back and bought the next 5 or 6 and read them all in about a month and a half i think... just some really great stuff to read because it was well put together I thought. The first in the series is Guilty Pleasures so start there or you'll be a little confused.

As for me, you can find quite a bit through my journals but I'll put a bit here as well. SWM, 25 and now back into good shape after injuries and time sitting on my ass. I play and coach rugby here in North Carolina but work as an engineer during the day generating tons of boring paperwork. Grew up kind of all over the place and consider Boston home as it feels the most like it. I've held multiple jobs and saw combat time in Iraq in 03, so yeah there's quite a bit I can say been there done that to.

Very open guy who's always willing to help a friend, lend an ear and offer some advice. I never judge and hope to gain nothing but life experiences from everything I do... hmmm, don't know what else to say so I'll just end it for now
Cheers!

Tommorrow was a long time ago. Do you feel better. I have a headache today, or as one of my sons used to say "heggache"! The baby, Jimmy, is doing really well.

Do you ever come to the NKY area? If you do let me know, me and Wifey will treat ya to dinner or something!!!

glad to here things are going well for you... Im personally waiting for that feeling of everything getting straightened out...
So tell me this.... here my answers
1. Who/What is in your CD player right now? (hed)pe / single from My Chemical Romance: Helana
2. Would/would you like to consider yourself a significant other? Yep, I am pretty sure I am considered a significant other now
3. List 4 items of your favorite attire (they don't have to match). Hmmm, tech shorts to show of my awesome calves lol , my adidas, sunglasses used to be my oakleys but now my authentic matrix sunglasses hehe such and otaku I am, any of my numerous watches.. think I have a fetish or somethin
4.Whats your biggest fantasy???(sexual or not) biggest fantasy. Have to get back to you on that one
5. If you could move anywhere...where would you go??? Phoenix Arizona or San Diego California
6. Discribe your ideal house.( inside and/or out.) Id say take all the coolest elements of the houses on MTVs cribs and cram it into one house that would be ideal
7. If you could date a rockstar..who would it be? Haha misread this question at first was about to say the lead singer of sevendust but my actual answer would be hmmm prolly Gwen Stefani really like her new cd .. love all her old stuff and hey shes hawt
8. Name the most frightening time in your life. Scariest things that have happened to family members that freaked me out were my dad almost getting shot in the head and my mom going through breast cancer scariest moment for me was prolly me falling off my bike head first not so much the impact or the blood just that pure moment of helplessness when my chain slipped and flew into the street heh pretty sure I freaked some people out that dayblood pouring from my hands and my left temple and my poor poor oakleys
9. Name the most happiest/exciting time in your life. Hmm happiest would have to be with my current gf dont think Ive ever let my self be this happy before
10. Name one unique body mod you might like to have or see hmmm I would want to get some kind of tattoo or something not that much into piercings so def a tat.. prolly something on my arm in Japanese maybe I know its over done but I like the language and the characters


[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 5:56PM]

It was done in Richmond at Like No Other

glad your new job is going well... thanks for the comforting/snap out of it words I need some reality check everynow and then less I slip into complete synicalness(if thats a word)

hehe *sexy thing* well that the first time ive ever gotten that comment... I think I can sort of relate to the unofficial workout you are getting at work... I remember back in HS when i worked at blockbuster shleving movies was always something that left me sore after work... mainly because I saw fit to stack as many VHS/DVDs in my hands as I could carry....ouch manilla envelope paper cuts ... when I worked at hoemdepot a while back i had to load brick and bags of rocks for old ladies... always wondered how they got that out of their cars when they got home... but had some brick dust get in my eye... ah good times

[Edited on Apr 21, 2005 8:45PM]

not gunna post a new Journal untell I get back home... is in San Deigo tell Tuesday nightso may not have a new journal up untell Wednesday... give or take... will be checking my emails though... I sent a email to Jason to try and figure out what was up with his account and even contacted Al myself on his behalf so lets hope that all this busniess gets straightened out fast... He also talked with me about doing something else to get his account back but told him to just hold off on doing anything untell Al or one of the other techs from SG can get ahold of him and see what the heck is going on... so lets hope that what I have done hepls him some... well I have to go for now tc will be keeping up on mail but not SG cause well... I shouldnt even be on SG with this comp lol will tell you why in an emaill