derelict

derelictess's Daily Aquarius Forecast

Quickie: Listen to your heart for once instead of your head. Don't calculate. Feel.
Overview: Fake it 'til you make it. Even if you're currently feeling the teensiest bit less than confident, you really do have the goods to back up all the hype. So stand up straight and smile until your self-esteem returns to normal.


so heres what I feel. right now.

I have 6 new dance classes starting next week. + a high school dance team to teach technique to. I have taught dance/gymnastics for shockingly long time(and I''m still learning!).

humm. money+dance.
I can handle that for sure~!
1 Jazz class.
3 Combo classes (30 mins of Tap and 30 mins of Jazz/Beginner Ballet)
2 Tap classes
1 Senior lever Tech class + choreography
I've been teaching dance for 8yrs now. Within two, I had 3 national competitive teams, and a regional team. ( I was only 16!) I have loved it ever since...

Wish me luck. This will be the first time I have taught this much since I owned my own Company. It will definately keep my ass tight, and muscles strong.

Tonight I had a parent video taping me. I'm very strong minded, stern handed, and loud when talking of 30 preteen girls! But I'm good. I get paid managment salary, and get to boss everyone around. hummm.
I'm also controlled. Advanced in teaching skills. And sound like god compared to the younger girls I work with.
They all listen...
Hey, what can I say? Control is a good thing right?

Anywho...
I realized something tonight too.
I'm pretty happy right now. I haven't been this settled in almost....well, quiet a few years. Its interesting how that works.
wait, wait, wait.
forget about it.
then it comes along.

I go to work everyday, sometimes one job after the other(like 8 to8). But I take care of my kids. Keep a mostly clean house(theres always something to do!). Party all night on the weekends with my Twizzler and get back up at 7am to put one kid on the school bus on Monday morning starting the week again. Ah.... What more can a girl ask for???
Okay...maybe that. But nobody's perfect!